Is me think too much?

i really dont know what i'm thinking
i think too much edi...
everydays things the same things then make ownself cry...
very stupid !
Haiz...very painful....
If keep continue like this i will become crazy edi...
Haiz....
Dont know why i wanna keep thinking bout it
Now ,what things i really need it?
Family,Friends ,Study ...or what...
i feel so confuse now!
How?
It is i think too much edi?
Or is i'm too free edi then think about some wasted things ?
Wasted my time?
Haiz....
i really feel i'm too useless edi...
why i will become like this?
i study so hard also get lower marks!
i cant let myself calm down!
Why ?why?why?
why i get57 in geo?
how i get it?
maths correct 28 paper 1
how ?
got calculater also get 28!
how can like this?
so stupid!
bm get 19 correct paper 1
half also cant get it
damn noob!
eng get 24 correct paper 1
so stupid!
why?
i get this result?
this time i really study hard edi still cannot get good abit marks!
why?
why i'm so stupid?
i dont want i'm like that!
why?
why,i will come to this family?
it is good?
i not think so!
why?
so not fair!
i cant stand anymore...
let me go to other family!
or let mr go to the place !
very painful!
I really tired edi...
i dont have any energy to fight edi...
really tired edi....
pls ...
let me go....
i dont want stay at here ...
really complicated, annoy, confuse
hate it!




Dont ask me everythings in this post....