Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
 <3
From the day I born I want to be a ballet dancer .
It was my dream also , but it never ever be a history in my life.
Ballet very unique and beautiful not even an words could describe how wonderful it was.
I have no faith with ballet but I love ballet .
















Wish I could same as them .

Ballet are great I love it .
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From my opinion Love is forever and not an easy thing to control or judge it .
Equivocal relationship between me and him now totally clear about that .
2 years , I already waited for 2 years to get a affirmative answer.
Normally in that situation should be say yes .
I rejected his request.
Kinda funny right?
My brother's friends also doubt about that .
Maybe this decision is fault or maybe correct .
Or I regret .
For now situation I feel that is better more .
Without telling sweet words but still can feel it .
Ups and downs in this 2 years I know through learning from it . 
Be loyalty , inclusive , forgive and forget.
Quite ridiculous when I want to give up something happened made me fall in love again.
Give up , fall in love... , give up , fall in love .......
My friends all of them never believe what I say, cause they know I never will give up.
I'm addicted he is a drug.
Make me can't live normal.
But I knew he will not leave me now.
He'll stay with me .
=)
Everyday morning he text me good morning.
But I reply good afternoon.
Hehe...
On 26/11 we hang out together with friends.
We sat together , so funny LOL.
Starting is still okay nothing happened , after that heheh....what you thinking o ?
Nothing happened also hahaha!
Now I only know everything can't be predict or ready for it .
My friends would like to kill me now.
I promised them not to fall again but now .
Heheh.


Winnie The Pooh Love Honey 
I will choose to be the honey 







                                                                             ~Wish You Were Here~
I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all


There's a girl
who that a shit
behind this wall
You've just walked through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here


Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.


No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go)

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here (I wish you were)
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here. 

First sight I saw this picture I love it already .
So I decided to show here.
This picture I get from Facebook .
Is telling that this picture is represent horoscope Leo.
Which is my month August !
Haha....is exactly right!
Well let's enjoy it guys .
And last wish everyone get well result in your exam !
♥♥♥
At Pulau Ketam vacation with my sweet family.
From this trip I got learnt something new, I love to have a vacation with family.
Early in the morning , Daddy brought us to Dim Sum eat at bandar puteri.
After that , begin our journey.
On the way going to the jetty , my stomach transferred message to my stimulus and it sounds bad.
I need a toilet , oh my gosh , the timing was wrong .
Reached there , I quickly find a toilet.
Malaysia service should consider people needs toilet at anywhere .
How can a jetty no toilet ?
Eventually I found one , but its sucks and smelly.
Disappointed .
I got much things to complain about malaysia service system .
Is really bad .
Rubbish all the way ,the worst part is no dustbin, and smelly .
No system to manage the passenger.
Some of tourist was waiting two hours more also can't get a boat , some of them very fast got it.
Unfair for them to wait so long .
Should modification it as fast as possible.
Can't stand of it.
Don't know which god helped us , we got a boat very fast.
That time my mom already screamed like hell , we just waited 20 minutes more . Cant imagine those people who wait for two hours.
After 45 minutes , reached Pulau Ketam.
First time went to island , very curious how its looks like.
There is nothing souvenir to buy , only some pickled fish , prawn and more.
But very lucky I have a chance to eat fried Ice-cream.
Hoohoo......freaking happy ! Since standard six I heard it , I wish for it long time already.
Slacked walked around there ,we missed a lot fun things. Cause we forget to buy map .

There most special is toilet.
The toilet excreted waste into the river.
Means if you are shitting everyone knows that you are shitting.
What an invention....speechless.
The only thing I feel good was the seafood .
Hahah......I LOVE SEAFOOD.
But the food came need 1 hour to wait , we were starving like hell cause that day too many visitor.
Its taste good. I love it.
Hope next time can go again .
Is time to show my narcissism pictures. hahah.. If you don't mind your eyes get polluted.
This is the jetty I said. sucks =(

Hair so messy haha...

Can you imagine how fast the boat drive?

My Daddy~ wee so cool and awesome. 
<3



here only except my elder brother.
Haiz...so sad .


Fried Ice-cream!!!!
Taste not bad.
Small big eyes?


 What a pose?
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 Can you see the lizard . what the damn disgust you know.





Among my friends they might don't know what is ESTP .
I very grateful to know about this.
Due to this I get back my confidence and everything.
I won't get hurt or envy them again and again , cause I know more about you .
I really stupid , always think that you are greater than me, everything are perfect.
But now is different.
No matter how good you are , you never could be .
You can thought that I'm bullshitting .
Time will prove to us.
I won't be the girl who always give up when problem are there , full of fearful and thinking nonsenses again.
I very cleared know what I want .
Just like what my friend said You can kill a person , but not an idea.
I'm changing myself to be a successful person.
Without friends support or who I could live better also.
Just like my type, always solo.
I very curious that would you regret what you did last time?
Maybe not.
Yea, admit that I do care who you are .
But now, I don't wanna give a shit.
I'll keep pushing up and up .
Who ever look down me before , I will prove to you that you were wrong.
You will change your mind one day and admire me .
While you reading this , your mind maybe is thinking that why this girl so arrogant?
Hahha...Only some will know what's I thinking now.
Then congratulation .
Having a good result is not mean that you are success in your life .
Is just temporary in front your eyes for some person.
I will show how much my power I have now .
I want to be a powerful women , not a loser !
Want to be followers or a leader , think yourself which is suit your life .

ESTPs are outgoing , straight-shooting types.
Many of my friends they can't bear when I was talking to them , but only closer friends I did it.
They don't know , they think its hurt them....
Fine , I change .

Have an uncanny ability to perceive people's attitudes and motivations.
Pick up on little cues which go completely unnoticed by most others types , such as facial expressions and stance.
Use this ability to get what they want out of a situation.
When someone is lying , my senses telling me that is a lie.
Even I knew that is a lie I will acting nothing and ignore.

Rules and laws are seen as guidelines for behavior , rather than mandates.
If has decided that something need to be done , then their '' do it and get on with it'' attitude takes precedence over the rules .
Tends to have their own strong belief in what's right and what's wrong , and will doggedly stick to their principles.
The Rules of the Establishment may hold little value to the ESTP , but their own integrity mandates that they will not under any circumstances do something which they feel to be wrong.

Moreover , have a strong flair for drama and style . Fast-moving , fast-talking people who have an appreciation for the finer things in life. Usually good in story telling and improvising . Typically makes things up as they go along , rather than following a plan . Love to be fun and fun people to be around .

Impatient with theory , and see little use for it in their quest to ' get things done ' . Occasionally have strong intuition which are often way off-base , but sometimes very lucid and positive.Often has trouble in school , especially higher education which moves into realms where theory is more important. Get bored of it with classes in which they feel gain no useful material which can be used to get things done. May be brilliantly intelligent , but school will be a difficult chore for them .

And also have a natural abundance of energy and enthusiasm , which makes them natural entrepreneurs . They get excited about things , and have ability to motivate others to excitement and action. Can sell anyone on any idea. Action-oriented , and make decisions quickly .

ESTPs are practical , observant , fun-loving , spontaneous risk-takers with an excellent ability to quickly improvise and innovative solution to a problem. Enthusiastic and fun to be with , and great motivators .
4Minute – 사랑 만들기 (Sarang Mandeulgi) [Creating Love]

기분 좋은일 하나가 생겼어 너라는 사람을 만나게  
Gi-bun joh-eun-il ha-na-ha saeng-gyeo-sseo neo-ra-neun sa-ram-eul man-na-ge dwin il
그리고 사랑이 있다는  알게  
Geu-ri-go sa-rang-i itt-da-neun geol al-ge dwin il
진짜 사랑이란 어떤 맛일까 달콤한 기분일까
Jin-jja sa-rang-i-ran eo-ddeon ma-shil-gga dal-kom-han gi-bun-il-gga
어두운 골목길 키슨 어떨까 하늘이 하얘지고 예쁜 종소리가 들릴까
Eo-du-un gol-mok-gil ki-seun eo-ddeol-gga ha-neul-i ha-yae-ji-go ye-bbeun joh-so-ri-ga deul-ril-ga
사랑이란 어울리지 않는 
Sa-rang-i-ran-mal, eo-ul-li-ji anh-neun mal
다른 세상의 일인 멀게 느껴졌던 ~
Da-reun se-sang-eui il-in deut, meol-ge neun-ggyeo-jyeott-deon mal
자꾸 가슴만 뛰고눈앞에 아른거리는
Ja-ggu ga-seum-man ddwi-go, nun-ap-e a-reun-geo-ri-neun
사랑을 어떻게 
Sa-ram-eul eo-ddeoh-ge hae
I love YOU 이런 기분 사랑인가봐요
I love YOU i-reon gi-bun sa-rang-in-ga-bwa-yo
그대 없이  웃을  없죠
Geu-dae eobs-i nan u-seul su eobs-jyo
그대 사랑이고 싶은 맘에  달라지고 있나봐요
Geu-dae sa-rang-i-go ship-eun mam-e na dal-la-ji-go itt-na-bwa-yo
나의 마음이 기울어져가요
Na-eui mam-eum-i  gi-ul-eo-jyeo-ga-yo
차가웠던 말은 모두 잊어요 oh~
Cha-ga-witt-deon mal-eun mo-du i-jeo-yo oh~
oh 눈물이 나도  그대면 되요 my love
Oh nun-mul-i na-do na geu-dae-myeon doe-yo my love
<>
 안아줘 달콤하게 감싸줘  함께하고 싶다 말해줘   두근거리게해  설레게 
Nal an-a-jweo dal-kom-ha-ge gam-ssa-jweo neul ham-gge-ha-go ship-da mal-hae-jweo ddo nal do-geun-geo-ri-ge-hae nal seol-re-ge hae
자꾸만 떨리게  어떡해 부드러운 초콜릿처럼 달콤하게 하루하루  깊게 알고싶게
Ja-ggu-man ddeol-li-ge hae eo-ddeok-hae bu-deu-reo-un cho-kol-lit-cheo-reom dal-kom-ha-ge ha-ru-ha-ru deo gip-ge al-go-ship-ge
차가운 얼음 같기만한  맘도 녹여줄 그대의 따뜻한 사랑이  처음과 같길
Cha-ga-un eol-eum gat-gi-man-han nae mam-do nok-yeo-jul geu-dae-eui dda-ddeut-han sa-rang-i neul cheo-eum-gwa gat-gil
가슴이 뛰고얼굴이 붉어지고
Ga-seum-i ddwi-go, eol-gul-i  bolk-eo-ji-go
그대 없는 일분일초시계만 보는 나야
Geu-dae eobs-neun il-bun-il-cho, shi-ge-man bo-neun na-ya
아무것도 아닌 울고 웃는  모습
A-mu-geot-do a-nin mal, ul-go ut-neun nae mo-seub
사랑하나봐
Sa-rang-ha-na-bwa
I love YOU 이런 기분 사랑인가봐요
I love YOU i-reon gi-bun sa-rang-in-ga-bwa-yo
그대 없이  웃을  없죠
Geu-dae eobs-i  nan u-seul su eobs-jyo
그대 사랑이고 싶은 맘에  달라지고 있나봐요
Geu-dae sa-rang-i-go ship-eun mam-e na dal-la-ji-ho itt-na-bwa-yo
나의 마음이 기울어져가요
Na-eui ma-eum-i  gi-ul-eo-jyeo-ga-yo
차가웠던 말은 모두 잊어요 oh~
Cha-ga-weott-deon mal-eun mo-du i-jeo-yo oh~
oh 눈물이 나도 나 그대면 되요 my love
Oh Nun-mul-i  na-do na geu-dae-myeon dwi-yo my love
생각만으로  눈물이 그대가 멀리 떠날까봐
Saeng-gak-man-eu-ro nan nun-mul-i na ~ geu-dae-ga meol-li ddeo-nal-gga-bwa
표현하지 못했지만나도 알지 못했지만
Pyo-hyeon-ha-ji mot-haett-ji-man, na-do al-ji mot-haett-ji-man
이미  사랑하나봐
I-mi neol sa-rang-ha-na-bwa
I love YOU  핑크빛 세상 속에 살죠
I love YOU nan ping-keu-bit se-sang sok-e sal-jyo
내겐 온종일 햇살 비춰요
Nae-gen on-jong-il hae-sal bi-chweo-yo
그대 여자이고 싶은 맘에  달라지고 있나봐요
Geu-dae yeo-ja-i-go ship-eun mam-e na dal-la-ji-go itt-na-bwa-yo
그대 곁이 가장 편한 자리죠
Geu-dae gyeot-i  ga-jang pyeon-han ja-ri-jyo
눈에 가장 담고 싶은 그대죠 oh baby
Nun-e ga-jang dam-go ship-eun geu-dae-jyo oh baby
oh 지금이대로  사랑해요 my love
Oh ji-geum-i-dae-ro nal sa-rang-hae-yo my love
Translation:
There is an event that made me happy today
The time when I met you
And the fact that I knew I have someone to love
Really, how is it like to love? Is it sweet?
How would a kiss be like in a dark alley?
Would the sky becomes white, and would I hear the bells?
Talks about love, talks about not looking well together
Probably a different world’s work, distant end words
My heart keeps thumping, my eyes are crossing
How can I love?
I love you, I think this feeling is love
Without him, I cannot smile
I keep changing by the fact that he is my love
My mind is going tilted
Forget all the cold words oh
Oh even if I shed tears, I only need him, my love
Put you arms around me, hold me sweetly
Always tell me that you will stay with me
You make my heart beats fast and make me shy again
He makes me nervous, what shall I do?
Smooth like chocolate and sweet
Everyday makes me think more deeply
Like cold ice, make my heart melts
Hope his warm love will be like the beginning
My heart is beating, and I start blushing
1 minute 1 second without you, I am only looking at the watch
Think it is nothing, I think he likes it when I cry and laugh
I love you, I think this feeling is love
Without him, I cannot smile
I keep changing by the fact that he is my love
My mind is going tilted
Forget all the cold words oh
Oh even if I shed tears, I only need him, my love
I shed tears, if I think he ever will go far away
I couldn’t express, nor did I know
I probably already love you
I love you, I live in a pink world
The sun shines on me all day
I want to be his girl, but I probably am changing inside
I am the most comfortable when I am next to him
I want to keep you in my sight oh baby
Oh I love you the way you love me, my love