Three words to describe, You are my everything, I love you.
No matter what happened between us, I will remember all the moments we have even I can't have it now. I will getting better and better, cause I know there's no reason for me to stay when your heart is defending me to get in. I understand, feeling is gone, we can do noting for it. Not blaming you, but feel disappointment. Lesson learned, never love a person so much and eventually only myself will get hurt.