Today go shopping...

Today me and mum go shopping...
but not in what shopping centre is like a shop butik shop...
we two walk here walk they at last just buy one skirt oni...
is not for me is mom one
haiz....dont know why now the shop style very normal...
i want to find a dinner skirt go back hometown for wedding la...
haiz....still not found yet
hope will find it la...
hehe...
today i wear a high heels shoe too suitable one
when i wear it damn beautiful
but too mature edi
but i really like it!
vry daamn nice
haiz....
sad dissapointed!
nvm la
....

Too many folio wanna do

Haiz....
i thought after holidays will relax abit ...
but is not!
got three folio wanna do lerh...
pity...
hehe!
this time i very happy about my result lolx...
not so good la but still ok
hehe...
this time my all subject pass!
haha...
and then i get 11 in class haha..
good lerh....
haha
kidding la...
why so weird ?
haiz.....
dont know la...
nth la...
bb!
hope next days will good!

PLS dont do somethings let me feel u are childish

PLs la...
dont do somethings let me feel u're the childish ppl la...
i dont know want say what edi...
u know yourself what u did
just break oni!
dont feel so what la...
hiaz.....
dissapointed la...
if you really think because him and break up with you?
i tell you is not la......
stop do it your stupid action la....
so annoying la...
if u feel i'm wrong,ok!
i say sorry to you !
sorry!

Celebrate my father birthday

My dad birthday 50st...

we celebrate early abit ...

cause when tuesday my bro them are not at home at nilai

so we celebrate today!

let see the photo!

haha ...

my dad see the 4D...

and i busybody to see ...

My whole family!
my family and bro gf!

haha....
just put a little photo
cause vry lazy....
hehex

I cut my hair edi......

Err...
i cut hair edi...
but my family them saw edi ....
they got any change edi?
HAr...
but is cant see the difference la...cause i just cut a little bit infront oni...
hehe....
i got do the treatment...
the treatment cream vry cool
cool like a ice hill on my hair...
then half hot half cold...
crazy edi....
haha!
when i go to u all just see la...
hehe...
my mom also make leng leng la....
she cut short her hair and curly...
haha...
vry funny!
hehe...
i vry bad!
keekx...
today ,ours school teacher Pn.Chai call me
i feel so surprise!
then she ask me ''teacher can borrow two sejarah tex book ?''
then i find from my friends the giv teacher lolx.....
today we celebrate my daddy birthday!
hehex....
tmr just uploaded to u all see la...
hehe....
yesterday, talk with ching en vry late....
then i on9 until 4....a.m
cause got a mad guy ....
chat with me
we on webcam
i dont know who is him...
but is not a bad guy
first we, chat chat...
suddenly he say wanna show his all picture is he draw one...
then ok lolc..
seee...
edi....
then i very very fake to say wow vry this nice this what...
then he show alot ...
i wanna die edi....
then finishh ...
he ask want see he dance shuffle mah....
then i ok lolx..........
then dance...
actually, i dont what is shuffle .
then finish edi...
say what...wow vry pro damn faker!
haha
i just like a stupid girl see him what he did...
haha
then my younger bro also say he...
So high!
haha
damn funny
then he show me how he make his own body injured...
haiz........damn pai ka...
me and my bro feel he like wanna chasing me
but i dont who is him just at msn know oni...
haha
i feel so damn bored to see what he show...
then sleep...
at living room
cause my 2bro got some flu...
so we cant turn on the A-con...
haiz....damn pity....
vry early,my mom calll me wake up...
i really vry hard to wake up...
then my mum go away....
when 12....she back call me goto salon edi...
i faster wake up...
hehe...
cause make ownself leng leng mah....
hehe...
then the barber vry good....
keep saying i'm so talk and pretty ...more la.......
then i feel she is pai ma pi la.....
haha.........
then done it...
mom just pay 335 oni...vry chaep ...haha....nice!
then go kopitiam yam cha....
so full wanna go die edi....
then back home ...
straight go ply lp la...........
now on9 lolx........
then my two bro friends find me talk talk talk...
haha...
jsut all tmr i post again la....
bb!
miss my friends,
EN &AGNES!

Game Over!

This is my may qing jie jie!

HEHE...

miss her so much!

All is end!

feel like very relax....

today we argue very damn fierce haha....

finally is good ....

haha....

today,at just on9 and sleep , like a pig

hehex.......

new life!

is coming !

i wanna change my life!

i dont want feel suffering anymore!

love a guy is really very complicated

very suffering!

haiz........

be a good girl is good lolx.........

just now i saw his personal msg...

he wrote...23th june is his happiest day...

when i saw it ,

my heart suddenly feel very hard to breath...

why will like this?

i still like him?

i think i still cant forget him ba....

myb i'm a loyal girl...

so i cant so fast to forget him...

today , i feel damn angry because two person

hope them dont do anythings for me again

if not i think i will scold you two ba...

holidays didnt go anywhere feel so boring...

haiz....

school holidays is gonna end edi...

faster faster faster go go go!

dont know why ?

i'm so stupid

when school days ,i wanna holidays

when holidays , i wanna school days

very stupid!

haha....

hope everythings is over edi...

i dont want got somethings happen again

hope it...

Huh! Hate it

Haha!
funny!
Damn angry!
if u keep it like this
u dont regret!

sotsot_mickey@hotmail.com says:
me too
ok tell u really
yesterday
timmy got scold u
all bad world he use to scold u
he say to me
u ask him to belive him
belive *u
but'
finally
wat u do?
now do u noe why timmy will ask me play viknesh?
cause he worry thing is going on

Fu..
stop it!
i feel damn angry edi!
dont make me feel so ....
enough at all!
i want over this all!

I DO.

I Do.
Thanks!
Dont know why ?
when i'm upset or what ...
i also wanna share with you
but is very difficult!
when i saw you, i dont know why i will feel so happy!
Is it ''i love you''?
i cant control myself to thinking of you...
Are you also ?
i dont know
hope is same of me...
maybe just awhile together with you...
but i just wanna with you more second
do you agree?
before i really cant stand anymore edi...
but at last i tell you edi...
my life is gonna to change
hope will change to good life!
change again ...haha!
Good!
i not a god ,
i cant know what is you thinking about
maybe is not about me.
hehex.........
in future we are friends or valentine?
hehex...
this let god to confuse la...
now i just wanna tell you
Sarangheyo,
watashi koko ni iru yo.

Haha....at last i tell you the true ...

Haha......
i'm so stupid .....
let you know the true...
at least is a good things
tell you is good...
haha....
now i'm so happy!
Thx alot!
haha........
happy!
hippi yaya hippi yaya...
i dont know how to exlain edi...
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pls dont control my life again la...
and pls dont think too much...
after holidays i will tell you what happening
and pls dont scold any person and ask or help!
is so anoyying!
how?
what?
i doesn't like ppl control my life!
i want freedom
no ppl can control my life
except my parents.
pls....
just your gf oni kay?
no need worry about me!
i'm not a 3 years old child anymore!
pls la...........
i doesn't not like u become like this
now we still young no need so serious to care of me!
i'm not your wife!
i will take care myself!
u no need angry or what !
because is your problem!
u dont think is because of him i did it for you!
pls!
freedom~
bb

I'm so happy!

I feel so happy!
Because i tell him edi.......
this on my heart is so long time edi...
i just didnt tell you....
finally i say it edi...
haha...
very happy now!
i think no one else happy than me!
haha!
thx alot....
haiz.......
now just left one thing is him......
i dont know la.....
haiz....
very complicated!
haiz......
hope he will fine
hehe...today at tuition is the most happy
when is saw the myb feel some upset...
but when i saw the YES!
i feel so happy !
but i scare to tell you the true
but now i tell edi...
i think we need a talk...
hehe
happy!
hurray!
haha
....
now i'm not feel upset and hurt anymore cause you tell me your answer edi...
happy
my life gonna change!
hope u will not angry me la......
when i tell u the things must very surprise...
sry la....
hehex...
sorry arh...
always call u online at night ,but u didnt...
finally you on9 i didnt on9 haiz......
nvm la...
hehe.....
hope my all friends will keep it secret!
thx friends...
and Agnes ....haha.......
very surprise....when i heard it...
feel some impossible la.....
haha....but u happy then i happy la.......
keep it until forever okay?
Good luck!
I'M SO HAPPY NOW!
BECAUSE OF YOU !

Bro Birthday...

My Eldest bro 21st birthday...

hehe....

vry happy la...

got take many photo....

haha...

my relative also come

The day have 130person come to my house

let see my photo....

haha.....

Me!

so funny....
Me ,elder broand May Qing jie jie

Us!

Ladies group!

Center one is my eldset bro girlfriends

Leng lui lerh.....

My family members!

Happy Birthday To You!

Left two things........

just left two things i wanna worry about is...
Family&Love
haiz....
friends is settle edi...
maybe is i dont know what i'm doing edi...
haiz....
why ?? think is ?? lerh?
i really dont know!
haiz.....
but do u know i wanna tell you the all things is you not ??
haiz.....
maybe you dont have read my blog
so u dont know what i type is for you....
haiz......
really very painful la......
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I need is RESPECT!
Do you know how to respect me?
i'm your sister not small than you!
you cannot call me do anythings and control me!
i cannot fight with you cause i must be the loser!
i hate you treat me like this!
why mum wan born you out!
not fair!
everytime you birthday,mum dad also let you open party,
me even thought one time also dont have!
Got when i baby lolx........
why so not fair !
you all can open party,
why i cannot?
i really hope i have a party
but you say to me !
this is yours fate!
what?
okay ,i wont ask you again!
one time also dont have ask you edi!
RMB what you say to me!
hoho...
his birthday....
you use thoudsand more...to open his party
then he didnt do anythings!
Clean and clear the house is us!
he didnt do anythings !
SO NOT FAIR!
How you did it for me!
i hate you!
partial!
maybe soem guys will think i so bad ...
why got parents will partial....lerh...
i'm difference!
i hate this!
everytime i cry you all dont know!
you all just know to scold me!
i study so hard for the examination...
still get normal marks....
you say is you lazy dont want study....dont say anyreason to me is your own problem!
why others ppl can take A you cannot!
What?
i really try my best edi!
you know i'm feel so hurt!
you are hurting me!
everytime you break our promise!
i feel so dissapointed!
why my friends is so good!
Yea...you give me eat sleep is better than the American African!
but if got chance i hope i can be them !
they mother dont have anythings to eat also will let their child get full
but you're not!
partial!
he is good?
he treat you like that good?
haha!
it is so good!
in future dont hope i will take care of you!
because you say i'm so bad!
huh!
i'm bad?
ok ,i'm bad lol....
huh!
hurt~

Confuse arh!!!!

very confuse lerh....
yesterday night , i sleep at 05:45a.m
very pro lerh..........
dont know why i cant sleep....
haiz....
dont know la........
i very worry about open school the day...
i make a things for you three guys...
i scare you all will hate me ...
haiz....
dont know la....
Nvm ....la....
now i just want be back when i'm standard 5 oni....
nothings will make me worry and confuse ....
hehe....
new life is coming !
hurry hurry hurry ....
my holidays!
hope will be good than before la.......
i did everythings will hurt you all de...
so i wont angry if you all hate me when i did it!
because i'm did so bad for you all~
sorry .

Cant sleep whole day...

I cant sleep at the whole night
i dont know why?
maybe is thinking about the future...
In my life is so complicated!
and i feel i'm very bad!
cause i treat you become a bad girl edi...
dont be friends with me anymore will better...
when the night you treat me like that
i also know what happen edi...
maybe u start to hate me ...
keep it like this will better!
cause you will not be my friends
and i wont cry again!
we aren't same!
i let you go,
you also let me go,
just back like before ,
how much you hate me!
this is better!
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Dont know why your face keep come out from my memory...
I wanna let you know i really love you...
but i cant do it!
it is so painful !
i LOve You,
do you feel it?
do you still love me?
I dont know !
I find you ,
you dont have online...
i really want to talk with you...
everytime i feel so down
the first i thinking is you,
i wanna tell you everythings what happen it
but u didnt online..........
sad dissapointed edi.....
i need you~

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Brother,
why you became like this edi?
it is very hurt me you know?
why?


whole day just think about this three things very hard la..........

Gonna to change everythings

Gonna to change everythings...
yesterday, i feel so hurt and somethings...
Friends,Lover and Family...
i so worry about this three things...
I dont know what i did for you become like this
and i dont know i ....you or not
and i dont know why you treat me like this
tonight everythings is change edi...
my mind got a big difference at before...
i think a whole night...
i do a conclusion edi...
when open holidays.......is my new life begin edi...
maybe i will love my new life...cause in new life dont have anythings will let me confuse and worry anythings edi.....
it is good!
i know i did it for you all must very unhappy or hate me or angry...
but i have reason!
the reason is.........
i dont want i cry again...
so if i dont have anythings...i wont got cry or what again.......
Sorry,for you all.
especially is teddy.
now dont ask me what will happen it....
when open school holidays ,you all will know it......
sorry i did it for u all..........
change my life......
hope will better then the past
Sorry...

Change my life?

Change my life?
How i change?
I really dont know...
Haiz...maybe my life will become good abit?
or not?
dont know la............
haha....vik when you see the tissue must crazy edi ba....
cause i cry lolx.............then use the tissue too many eedi...
i dont have lie to you...
haha....
currently ,i always cry because my youngest brother..
everytime i cry because of him 90%
i really dont know why we are brother sister will become like this!
I really dont know ,why we will always argue fight!
Why he always must want do somethings let me angry and cry!
why lerh?
is he too free edi....then find somethings ply with me?
is not funny!
haiz.........
hope one day ,we will be good forever!
haiz...hopeless la.....
haiz...confuse la.....
Dineash better dont tell arh....if not i kill you..........
gonna to change!
thx friends !
i know u all will accompany me!
haha!
bb!
muackz!

Tired

Tired ?
Do you feel before...?
Maybe got some guys try before...
Maybe got some guys very blessedness...
but why i cant feel i', the blessedness?
why?
Everytime, when i feel blessedness suddenly is bad things happen it!
Why?
So not fair~
I feel very tired!
just like dont want wake up anymore time...
just sleep until die...
dont know what happen what ....
so good...
no need worry about anythings...
tired...that feel is my heart is dead...
no more feel edi...
i cry everydays...who know...?
maybe i type like this very very very fake!
but i really dont have some one else to tell edi......
that feel very painful....
really very painful...
i hope u can beside me, listen what i'm saying...
maybe i can talk with en or who...
but dont know why ,they give me a feel is like...
i cant talk to them....
just oni you i want to talk.....
life is painful....
in my future ,i know is darkness...
no more light to let me see....
Despair?
maybe.....
i .....
my heart is very suffering now!
cant breath....
just like very pain....
hopeless edi........
i love you , baby....
i think in your life,i so important.
but i wanna tell u dont love me...coz...
it will make u dissapointed!
dont love me....
i'm a bad girl....
sorry.......
painful..............life....................

Our first day....pratice dance

Today early woke up,
then go eat breakfast with my parents.
then reach garden,start to dance.
Ping teach us...
haha...i got a new name is 'pink lady'
haha...why they call me pink lady?
because i wear a pink shirt ,pink jaket,pink long pans...
hehe...my phone also pink....
haha....very match to say pink lady....
haiz....very tired...
then back home...
sleep....
eat dinner....
then watch movie...
play laptop.....
i very very very hate my youngest brother!
THE MOST!
i can play the laptop first one...
then he say he want do somethings a while oni...
okay...i let him play lolx....
him play two hours edi still also dont want giv me play!
i hate him...
i really tired ...edi....
why?
everytimes must let my teadrops?
why?
why u wanna do like that?
i really dont know!
let me go!
i dont want a bro like this...
i feel so tired edi....
i cant stand anymore....
pls.....
two days before,i dream somethings....
very special...
the dreams is 'i die edi...then back home find my family....
when i saw my dad ....i cry ....very serious...at that time i really hope i can go back the time let me back to a human....but it is cannot edi....'
when i woke up...
i change my mind....
i didnt feel very painful to my life...
but now ,this feel is come back!
haiz.........
i really very tired edi....
i dont want say edi...
bye...