Feelings like gonna to die

This few days I felt so unhappy and i feel my life sucks!
Because i did something that i can't forgive myself .
But Who can forgive me?
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Today Jaycee told me something!
Oh My God!
Why abruptly will become like this?
What was happened ?
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I really don't know what Could I do for now.
Facing you ,
My eyes will have tears inside there.
But i can't let it drop down.
A lot of things between us.
But you never want it.
So I need to wait?
But I decide to give up.
Cause Too suffering .
Maybe you didn't feel it.
Cause you never care about it.
The left is just have our memories.
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End .