Loath of Life.

Abominable life keep going down.

Everything goes wrong sudden in my life .

No true heart goes to me and no luck belongs to me .

Wishing something come true but turns contrary.

Do everything wasn't good enough .

What happens in life is totally ruined my life . 

However I treat my love how good as I could give , they never give a damn to me also.

Even betray me in the next corner.

A kind of girl is difficult to be .

My life calamity encumbrance a lot that you can't even imagine.

But that's already past.

and I also stand up again be brave to face the fact .

Ordeal from god is too much .

I'm weary to fight for this .

Have an easy way to get through my life?

Fortunately I still have foothold from my sweet home.

There is always has a place let me rest and power support my spirit.

Unrestrained foot walk , talk , play and sleep living in this earth.

Is what I hoping for right now.

Won't receive any criticism , trouble , hate and despise from the world.

Freely to stay alive in Fairy World.

That's why I am finding a fairy movie that I watched before.

I lost it at somewhere.

I couldn't search it out anywhere.

So bad.

Very childish right ?

I decided to set free from my fate , not letting it planned my way.

I do believe I could change my every step towards success way .

Letting the past go far away from me .
I'm not gonna continue regret what I have done before .
Make my life more interesting and meaningful .
Thinking how to plan my next step now.
What to do ?
haha....(secret) > <
Don't give up !
There is still hope for the future ahead.