Today is Friday , normally I will stay at home help my mom.
After school , I asked my mom permission for letting going to the Kenneth birthday .
Begin my mom is not let ...I talked a lot than she let .
I faster bathed , and he came my home took me .
Firstly , I don't know he was walking to my house .
Okay , never mind .
Walked to Nicole house.
Then waited for them .
Then we went to TESCO for taxi .
And we went to Puchong Jaya B .
For Kenneth watching girl !
His lover .
Seriously very and funny .
His sweate a lot .
Cause he nervous and scare.
Haha.....
We really went to Sunway Pyramid .
Then ate buffet .
They spend.
I ate very fulled and they played cake .
We play until the manager came and complained us .
Haha ...damn funny.
His head is cake even ears too.
Haha...I'm smart ...I plan to them called them Throw everything or play everything with them,
Don't play with me , I just held him to clean and take tissue .
Its fun!
Fun and happy!
Then they waited for my dad sent me back home .
Then they went to IoI celebrated again .
I really hope can join them but my mom she will not letting ,
So , I give up .
Happy!
Wish you Happy birthday !
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU 
MY FRIEND!
KENNETH NG 
http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1519959204&ref=ts
Is him !

Thanks for spending every money for today everything .
Thanks gor gor .
End.
I hate this post .
Everything I wrote here is real.
Do you think any bad thing will abruptly in your life ?
I hate slaughter .
I watched http://www.YouTube.com/.
I saw a lot things are bad are crazy are stupid!
Carnage animals is very normal for our life .
You simply can watch those videos.
Of course I always watch those videos.
Every time I watch , I'm thinking if them is the killer hows its feels?
Angry !
Recently I heard a story .
I'm gonna to share this to everyone !
A pair of  spouse , they just married few days .
They'd planning to China for honeymoon .
They reached a restaurant and ate lunch .
Suddenly his wife wants to toilet .
She alone .
He kept eating his meal.
After 30 minutes , he felt doubted why his wife so long time not out yet?
He went to toilet find.
He can't find his wife .
He asked cicerone (with a bad-temper and nervous).
Imagine your dearest are lost sudden what reaction you have .
The cicerone he knows what is going on.
Cause he knows at this have a lot kidnapper..
Then he took him to some where by ship .
Is a islet place .
There have a lot corpses .
Then they show his wife cadaver.
Front of the body is nice nothing wrong .
But when it turn behind .
NTH INSIDE THE BODY !
Every parts of organs are took away!
Fuck !
Just only two hours ago.
She dead!
How its could be !
I hate all of them!
They,
Should die !
Not them (dead people)!
All corpses is the same cases !
Is not one to ten ...is Millions person ,( DEAD PERSON)
Could you imagine that how cruel are them!
WE'RE HUMAN TOO !
WHY YOU CAN KILL SAME SPECIES WITH YOU!
Brainless ?
They took all organs to sell and create money!
We love money .
Money really is a good thing and bad thing for us .
Got money we can have what we want have more comfort things for yourself ,
But !
They are human !
You can bear to kill them ?
If change they're your family members would you do that to them ?
Feel it !
You all are bastard !
A millions life are gone .
They all are missing people.
When I heard it I really wanna cry for it.
Too cruel !
Can't stop to scold them ,
I can knew that how you feelings when you'd read my post.
Think your life is so easy come but its can so easy GONE!
Appreciate what you have now ,don't did anything to hurt yourself !
Protect yourself !
Not only in China , a lot places also same.
If you want travel to somewhere please beware this.
I wrote this just want you all cautions this .
And tell your friends don't be one of them !
At last , the guy talk to them with some condition.
They just let him to take back the corpus back to here.
This is real my bro's friend's boss .
I really felt angry !
Sucks man!
So take care !
End .
Believe or not whatever you .
Wednesday I went to go school.
The day I was very happy , cause wanna play badminton with my friends.
After school , Jessnny and I went to DG food court ate lunch.
After that , we both walked back to Jessnny House .
Then bathed , The toilet very horrible cause The lock has BROKEN !
Very scare abruptly got people came.
When it was 1532 . We went to the MBA.
Just a few minutes my sweat all came out ady ....smelly.
Then we encounter Benny.
Played together .
The funny part is he and I are partner but I almost are standing there and do nothing.
Want shoot but stuck at there .
He also crazy ady.
And then his friend joined with us .
His friend very funny too and very naughty .
Suddenly , I felt so uncomfortable.
Cause I'm sick .
But I didn't care of it keep playing .
When it was evening , I followed Jessnny's car back home.
Reached home ady , I felt more suffering !
Went to watched doctor.
The doctor very stupid la.
Don't want talk about it , wasted my time .
Haha......tomorrow no need go to school .
Yay!
End .
Today I went to ioi with Jaycee for watching movie - Eclipse .
I love this movie ,
Very interesting and I love to see when Edward kiss Bella.
The almost funny part is Edward and Jacob argument.
Hahah.


In this movie the character the most I like is Bella.
Second is Alice she very beautiful and cute.
The third is ,...Edward .
I don't know why everyone said Jacob is better .
I love this photo.
Bella getting more beautiful .

In this moment very sweet .
Haha...

After we went to play pool .
And some more , Jaycee don't forget you own me Rm 29.
Then sat down cause Jaycee legs are pained .
Then back home.
{End}
First , I didn't said that I GUARANTEE !
And it happened I also never expected it ,OKAY?
I have struggled to do the best.
Please don't put your mind to the others .
I am not okay.
Bullshit .
For you Puan Ding .
The day , I had prepared everything for the Oral test .
During in the class , abruptly a prefect came and knocked the door.
When he called WONG KAI LEE , WAN SHAYAL.
I'm was thinking that , shit is coming!
Then went to the mesyuarat 2 for Oral test .
But Wan Shayal has gone to somewhere .
Then I called Jaycee to replaced him.
She came.
Then I glad that I saw her .
Cause I really nervous and panic.
When it's turn me .
Good morning teacher. My name is wong kai lee , came from 3 effective.
Trust is a hard thing to just give someone .......
Abruptly , teacher asked me is this the real story ?
I cried ady.
Then keep crying .
Really can't controlled myself .
The tears keep come out from my eyes.
Very humiliation lol.
Teacher gave a piece of tissue .
Talk talk talk.
The end .
back to the class.
Everyone keep asking what was happened?
I said teacher scolded me .
Haha...what a excuse ?
After that , I'm fine.
I really didn't expected that I will cry in front of teacher lol.
Then went back home. 
Pretending everything is fine.
Everything has gone.
I'm will remind myself to forget about it the all past .
But hard .
That's all what I want to say.
Bye .

Today morning , didn't go to tuition cause woke up was late .
Then Jaycee came to my house play and eat Domino.
Haha...damn fun.
When it was 1600 hours we went to Saraka for swimming.
In the middle of swimming time , we abruptly felt hungry then order Mc Donald .
Call Gynette come .
Until Nine o'clock just back.
Really very exhausted .
But very relax now.
Haha..hope next week we have it again.
bYE.
Yesterday I went to school abruptly Melody asked me , want join the Oral test?
Then I said erm....what kind of that?
Just oral test only....bla bla bla...
Then I accept it.
Then Asked Pn.Ding.
Bla bla bla....
Prepared everything and Jaycee has help me .
Then now I freaking scare and nervous.
Don't have any confidence for it .
Really scare , I can't even breathe .
God wish me good luck!
I love you.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Today , I saw him but we didn't say hi or what.
Is hurt .
Anyways , between us NCS ady.
Bye .
I'm a perfectionist girl.
Everything I want be the best .
Sometimes I'll cause a little mistake and chide myself badly.
When I heard that my attitude have a big problems.
I tried to changed it better .
How to change?
I choose to be quite .
Be quite , don't be a busybody girl.
Keep far away to those are treated me as a best friends.
But nowadays I felt myself are really stupid.
Everything I don't care and don't wanna think about it .
I know my look are not beautiful.
I tried to make it better .
I know I'm a rude girl , every boys are saying that .
I tried to be polite.
But I felt myself can't dot that .
So now I giving up everything .
Included my family , love stuff , friends and myself.
Is really hard to do that .
I don't have confidence to do everything .
I scare.
When you guys think I'm courage .
No, I'm not.
I really scare to face people .
Why I had changed to be a loser?
My life have a lot of bad memory , no one could know that how deeply hurt to me.
Everything has gone , but I'm still care about it.
Until now everything still in my mind .
I read back my diary , everything only bad .
Why my life so sucks?
God , help me please .
I really wanna leave this place .
Go to a place no one know about me and start a new life .
But it's hard .
need to wait until when I grow up .
The only way I can do is imagine my another life .
But is not true life.
If I have a chance go through back when I was 5 years old .
How good was that .
But impossible.
Whatever ....hoping I can have a new life now.
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When it was holiday both of us went to boutiques shopping .
Before the day night ,  I had cried badly so you can see my eyes are tumescence.
I had bought a bag and a skirt .
Jaycee bought a bag almost same like me.
Means we're sister .
Let's see picture .

This is not the bag we bought.


After that we go eat this Ice-cream don't know what its name call.><





I ordered green-tea flavour .
It delicious .
Yummy yummy.


Jaycee ordered mango flavour .
Ate finish we went shopping again.


Is time to our second lunch.
Pappa Rich











Last , we walked back to my house .
.END.
On Saturday , My eldest & younger brothers and I went to Port Dickson with them.
The aim we went there is for brother's friend wants proposal to her lover Maggie.
Their love story are so sweet .
On the way we are going , I turned down the window.
And feelings the natural atmosphere there.
I sang songs and played in the car .
Chit- chat with brothers.
We reached our destination , the first thing that I did is ran to the beach.
The beach very beautiful , this is the first time I went there.
Its really amazing !
After that , we set up everything .
We Barbecue there .
And brother's friends brought some snacks and  foods .
Everything had settled , we began barbecue play and chat.
Until night , A boy call Alex is the one who wants proposal to his girlfriend are reached there.
I go to talk with the girl Maggie .
And the boy Alex discussed the plan what we gonna to do for later .
Ours plan is ....
We printed out the Alex's face wore it and .....bla bla bla....
Then Wei wei sis and I cheat her to toilet let them to prepared everything .
After my sacrificed in the toilet pretend to shitting , we went back.
Abruptly , Alex called Maggie to took Umbrella.
??? Whats wrong?
I did not knew what was going on.
But I'm a smart girl right ? haha...
I followed what the guy said then go to his car bring it.
When we're near by there I saw what are they doing already .
I lied to her said they want took picture .
Haha....very funny , take picture need umbrella ?
Very curious for her . haha.
Then the Alex called us to open the back of the car .
When we take it up .
Its surprised !!!!
Have a big card had wrote their love story and some sweet words la....
The girl was mad and stunted at there .
After that , we took her to there.
Sing song , play  ....bla bla bla.
The most exciting part are come !!!
Kiss ! (wei....under 18 wor...)
haha....never mind ...
Then end we cleaned it .
Then drove car back.
On the way is okay nothing special .
After a few minutes ..... we're lost!!!!
Really unfortunately .
That time we're not scared about it cause my brother's friends are together with us they drove another car ,
Long time ago , my brother decided went to highway .
Okay , I was not worried about that already.
But the next thing happened is my bro's friends drove so fast , we also can't saw his car already !
Really shit now.
I felt so scared cause the highway don't have any car and its is so width .
My mind started to think something are bad .
More scared already.
Suddenly bro said he stomach was violet pain.
What ????!!!!!
The highway too straight and long and we also don't know when it have public toilet .
Then we choose another way to find toilet.
Okay we lost again.
Finally we reached Nilai there was my bro college there.
Then go toilet .
Back home.
WOW!
In a day , I have happy crazy exciting sweet fun scared pain and sleepy.
Really unforgettable every moment on that day.
Last , I wish the valentines stay happy and sweet !
End up.
My Lovely daddy Birthday '51'
we celebrated at night the day .
It was fun .
Happy birthday to you daddy !
We bought a pandan layer cake for dad.

Me & dad


My family members are here.
So nice right?
End

The Love that I want Just only you.
You always make me frantic you.
Looking your backside is fascinating.
Watching you my heart beat fast .
Talk with you I will at all lost .
Sms with you I tried to make it more interested for you,
Hope you non-stop sms with me.
Your every movement my eyes are following .
When I saw you play with others girls I will jealous .
Always hoping that you like me too .
My brain is only all about you.
Every words you said I remember ,
It is because sometimes you said some words will make me felt hurt .
Maybe you are not deliberate.
But I care of it.
Everyday waiting phone ring ,
hoping that is your message.
It's really stupid actuation.
Just only because of you made me become more innocent.
I surprised that I was fall in love you a few months ago never did it before .
Really crazy of me.
Hehe...Nowadays is holidays so happy.
I could have a sweet time to sleep ,
So comfortable...
I love sleep so much.
Even you want my everything to change my sleep time ,
I do.
Sleep is the most happiness for me .
When I was sleeping every pressure or bad things will gone .
Its really good !
Holidays just start ....
Have a good holidays ba...
Because of you ,
I sacrificed my time to lending a hand for you.
At last what I get is scolded!
Bull shit.
Hate it.
I won't obey you anymore.
Is you make it more worst not I bad.
Today it was the first day exam.
This is a Tra-exam.
Can said it is important to me cause ,
After this ,the exam result will be my fate on which class I have to stay .
Hope I can pass all get some A could let me stay at E class or more good class.
This exam I really don't have mood to study.
Today is BM paper1 & 2 , And science!
Paper 1 very hard .
Paper 2 hehex....Now I want say thanks to my dearest friend who name Is Jaycee Goh!
She help me a lot in this paper 2!
I love you , Jaycee!
Science still okay la...
I think I will wrong seven or eight question la...
Haiz...have a question I was too careless ady.
I memorize wrong ady.
Shit ....too easy question also wrong can't forgive myself was too stupid.
End!
Tomorrow Fight Again !
BI 1&2 and science 2!
Wish me good luck !
And my friends too!
I think I really going to the hell.
Don't have study and happened a lot of things made me cried.
Hate this life .
T.T
Nothing I can say for now.
Abruptly everything gone bad.
Really really shit for now.
I was create on Friday 10th October 2008.
Day to day , until now.
I also felt surprised .
And the pet are so cute .
I love it very much much.
We're human.
Our life is god give to us .
So we need to appreciate it.
When we are
happy ,
sadly,
crazy,
or
angrily.
We're still alive .
Be a human, we need face a lot of  things.
Even when you're did wrong or you're right others people scolded us,
we still need to be a responsibility person .
Not shirk to others people.
I know you get scolded are very angered .
But don't you think before you have fault or not?
If you feel that you don't have any fault .
I nothing can say.
Hope you get what I means.
I'm your friend , I hope you can live more better than everyday.
Everything happened must have a reason ,
So modify yourself and respect yourself and I .