Justin Bieber !
He so cute !
I like him so much!
Haha...hope he can come to Malaysia !
He was born on:
March 1 , 1994



So cute !





cOol man!


Support him oh!

Really feel so thankful for the god.
What I hope .
It become true.
Although Its feel hurt to me but also stead for me.
Now days my everything seem like not really good for me.
Yeah , right .
But I know what If I didn't did something wrong god won't punish me.
And also I love my god.
I know god always bless me and love me.
Its because what I hope he will help me to become true.
I know that my character is bad.
And I also know I treat you and him are not good.
But I also don't want to do that.
But maybe I was too care you two.
So now I let him go.
But you , I won't let you go away from me.
I was lost her and him already .
Even though they are not care about it.
Its does matter for me already cause my heart was let her broken for a part that is belong to her.
So You can leave me away.
I love you so much.
Our friendliness won't change right?
Today back from tuition , I walked to Nyonya there found my mom.
She was there with her friends.
Then go to boutique .
I saw a eye-shadow very nice.
So i decided to buy it.
Then I tried a skirt .
Is so glamorous when I wore it.
(I know some of you will said ...I'm so self-admire)
Whatever I don't even care of it...
Because I'm better than some one else said everyone said herself is beautiful.
But it so expensive.
T.T
But I also knew that my mom won't buy for me.
Cause recently no dinner want to go,
So buy for what?
For show?
Although I really like the shirt , but still want to forget about it.
Then went back to home.
I on my bro's laptop to play Facebook .
Then my friends Goh Ker Zhen chat wiht me.
He said I lend him the History folio was drop into the drain .
WHAT!!!
I don't have mood ady .
I really can't accept it !
Then I CRIED.
Shit .
At last he said just a joke .
What.
Lucky just a joke if not I'll die!
Teacher said pass up folio on 2th May .
Today is 24th April ady.
How I do it again?
I also need to do geography folio.
And mid- term examination is coming.
Where got time to do it again.
Huh,
I want kill him in class ady...
Play with me want die ar?
Whatever la...
I can forgive him because he is a good boy.
The end.
You and me come from different place.
Who you are and Who are me not important at all.
What was we recently did are so obviously to know that we were changed .
When I saw you I tried to looked others side or did something pretended that I don't know you were there.
Thats all is you and me distance.
Like you were standing so far I can't see you.
Thats are so painful.
Looking at you my heart can't take a breath is all because you .
If you know I'm still standing there waiting you , Will you towards come in front of me?
Finish all the story about us?
Listened the music and review back our story It was awesome!
Life is so tired , I can't even get a rest to relax.
Everything of you make me feel so confuse and mad.
When I did everything My mind will come out your everything.
Its feel is not good .
Everyday waiting your message .
Wait for a people the feel is very lonely .
Anyways , we still youth .
Just can't control myself feelings.
Hope that our status relationship won't change .
Y K T I L Y I R F S H P D D T T M A .
My mind so empty now.
Before that , I thought you too also.
I found that , you're not .
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Now have a lot things waiting for me to do.
PMR , is coming.
Everyone begin to study study study.
Me? Still scare to face this exam.
I really scare the exam result ..
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Today , Jaycee and Chew yee want come to my house .
But had something was happened.
Then we canceled it...
So sad.
Anyways, next time we can plan again.
Jaycee don't be upset I will be the who are love you and share with you.
And I hope that you know my best friend is ONLY you~
Even others are trying to grab me from you but my heart still at you there.
Can't escape. T.T
Our story start from we were five years old.
When begin we so close and so cute.
When grow up.
We start to argue because some small matter.
So funny.
After we are form 2.
We are study in a same class.
Our status relationship become more good and closer even we can at Sunway Lagoon together ..
You know that I no need to explain too obvious.
Then now we still so good!
What the Heck lol...
I really angry about it..
It was too over .
I really feel like slap you 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000
But i cant do it!
So pissed off now..
You're sucks !
Hate to see you one more second!
I really can't stand anymore.
Want explode ady.
Hate it!
But who care my feelings?
Even you also never think that I'll get hurt and sad.
I know , cause i'm not important for you.
Whatever...just take it as a experience next time i wont do it again.
HUH!
What things that you really want?
I did what also wrong..
You never said me that i'm right ~
Fine ..
Listened the song let myself forget it.
Really felt so bored already.
I need some distance.
I will remember what you did to me!
Huh...
You're blind!
Don't think that it can forget it!
I won't forget and I will remember it.
Now you're not who for me!
Now I'm still young .
I can't do anything.
But I will leave here.
Huh...
Bye !
Boring~
God kill me ar.....
too boring ady ar....
die la...
Hey !
I put public it again....
So sorry oh!
We're getting closer than before!
After this our relationship more good and stable!
The bitch can't take away you from me!
I like you so much dear!
You're the most good thing for me in the world !
My family member are like you and love you.
I know that , if we really couple , we're so sweet and won't have people will stop us.
Hehe...
So excited !
I love you call me dear .
Cause you're my life of a part!
Hehe...
Now , we're just concentrate in study .
After 18.
I hope we can love each others until the time.
Then we couple together, become a pair of sweet valentine.
Hehe...can't wait until that day coming.
Are you also?
I hope so.
! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR !
Wish you have a good celebrate in today !
Cause I was forget about it.
So sorry!
Anyways , tomorrow I will take the present for you!
Hope you like it!
It is very expensive present !
If you spoil it!
I KILL YOU!
haha...
Last , Happy birthday!
Hehe..M ~
Have a nice day~


I felt very down now.
My tears keep droping.
Because of you.
Why I so like you?
Just a few months my heart are followed you already?
Everything that you did made me wanna to remember it..
What you like,
What you love,
What you care,
And What you want.
I really fall in love to you already.
Before I love Nic.
But now all is about you.
Today night ,
I felt so hurt .
I felt that you're not like me.
Just only I like you.
I misunderstanding it.
You like her not me.
I felt so disappointed .
When i heard you and her had a contact and like very closer ,
my heart liked had a biggest stone in my heart can't beat again.
So hurt .
Why?
I really don't know.
I thought you're like me but is not.
Why?
I really want to share my life with you,
But you're not want it .
Maybe you're think I'm just a little girl , stupid girl , crazy girl.
I not good for you right?
Yea ....I'M THE MOST WORSE IN THE WHOLE WORLD!
Why ?
Why you eyes are not watching me every times ?
You just like a Cool air.
Always let me felt that you are mystery ,
And the cool air let me felt so lonely.
I try before let you know that I like you.
But abruptly you acted like you're hate me and felt that I'm annoyed you.
I hate this feel, that you thought.
Why you sometimes you so care about me?
Let me feel so good ?
But all is fake!
I hate that you're not honestly .
I hate it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Maybe I'm not good looking to attractive your's eyes to watch me .
So , i decided to give up .
Really scare hurt again.
So Kelly wake up!
Don't fall in love a guy in your life anymore!
It is make you cry so pity!
Be strong!
Don't always hope that he will beside you and help you , care you , like you , want you and need you!
Forget about that .
You need a new life to go all the places to have a good moment !
It is last time , I cried because of you.
After today , you and me are disappears in our own ways.
Back to the reality .
Why abruptly I became like this?
I hope the time run faster a bit..
Let me forget about it.
Past things always let me miss it.
I really miss when I was a child .
Nothing to think.
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Bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye!
Can I become a baby?
Won't grow up and everyday just play cry and sleep.
Can I?
I want wash my mind .
Like computer delete it.
Can I?
I can't pretend anything didn't happened .
No , I can't.
Maybe I should listen you say what is the truth, 
But I think the answer is same .
We're always not the same.
Yeah.
Maybe some one else are better than me more and more and more.
You did a good choice.
Lucky I'm not in the game .
If not i really don't know how I  pretend also...
But you're damn faker.
Before that I don't know anything .
Now I knew.
I won't drop into the hole again.
I believe myself !
We come from the start and now we're walking back to the begin.
Everything just like a dreams.
In a day , My mind was changed .
You And Me .
Back to the past.
Not like before anymore.
Sometimes , I will think about it.
Did I really ...?
Finally I knew the answer.
The answer is ours relationship status just like a good friend.
When you treat me as your baby .
I feel so good.
But when you're angered me .
I feel so scared.
Everything just a misunderstood.
So now we get back to the start.
I found is not just a way.
It has two way.
So we walk back our way.
Don't misunderstanding again.
What you care of me?
I know just a normal status relationship.
I don't know.
Maybe everything is the god made it.
More complicated for us .
So leave me alone.
Don't come beside me.
Let us relationship end up.
So thanks everything happiness that you give .
Now my mind more confuse more pressure .
Time gone so fast but I still standing there.
Appreciate every second please.
We're getting older more mature ady.
This holidays really boring .
I can't stand anymore already...
God save me please...
Hope parents can bring me out from this home...
Haiz...my home printer spoil already...
how to print out my folio?
Crazy man...
Haiz.....sad...
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You two are good for me but which one Is match for me?
Are you there for me every moment?
Are you there for me when i need you?
Why abruptly you change?
So sad for me .
I'll be wait for you every second .
I was so happy today!
Because I hang out with my friends Jaycee , Nicholas , Ker Zhen and John .
First we go and watched movie ...( Alice in wonderland)
If you ask me how was the movie?
Ern.....Okay la...nothing special for me..
Feel very boring .
And the Alice looks like a girl are same school with me . She is form 5 now.
Watched finish . Go to Redbox .
Then walk around .
Go back to Redbox and start our K!
Haha...begin I was wondered about guys will sing or not .
Wow...is so surprise they are don't care anything and sing song !
So high and so happy!
Had a lot of fun there.
1st My hand put inside the food are eating by nicholas.
Haha....i not deliberately one...so sorry...but he still eat it!
Second we sang Lady Gaga song like hell and the MV is so terrible .
3rd Jaycee blocked the view of them are singing the song.
....
So happy!
Sing finish ady ...
Then we go shopping.
Jaycee and I was bought a pair of shoe .
So nice and adorable .
Haha...we're  not enough money and borrow from our banker !
NICHOLAS LIM ENG CHEE!
He so lcly...
cause I ask him to borrow me 2o something .
You knows what he said?
If you want borrow you just can borrow 50 OR 100!
What?
He said easily to remember wor...
What a excuse ...
Nvm...
Then we bought ady...
Then the Nic asked us want buy coffee or not then we said you belanja ar?
...
The abruptly John said he BELANJA us!!!!
I was shock ady...
Then two of us go buy...
After that Nic and John want to go back home ady....
Then we said goodbye to each others ...
After  a few minutes I call my dad come and fetch us back home.
Back home...
Jaycee followed my family to eat dinner...
Then chit chat...
Then she go back...
Then good night!
A day of story is EnD!