There always hope for me when I was down.
Star brightness lead me whenever I go when I was lost.
Even deep pain from my heart star is the one who always accompany me .
The worst situation is , couldn't cry as loud as I want
cried in silent , hugged my pillow tightly , nose block so hard to breathe .
Who else would care about it?
Maybe for some who love me more.
Forlornness always across my mind and I don't really know how to solve those problem.
Look to the sky and find the star which always belongs to me every night.
And smiled .
I will sleep then , and tomorrow things goes smooth and smooth .
Or even better day that I expected.
So , friend don't be too negative thinking anymore !
We're only seventeen years old , we still need to paint our balck and white future.
Although life sometimes really down but we could learn from our mistake.


See.... if there is no dark sky star won't looks so beautiful.
Just hope that you and I would have a better life and stronger mind.

I also wish this present could received by another person and keep it in his mind as well.
Wish you healthy always.


Love you all always .



Everyday I live like this very crazy.
You , is you .
How can you so adorable? 
From morning till now just think of you haha.
You know me so well sometimes made me feel so happy.
Don't know why we have the same minds .
Is that just chance encounter?
I don't know just feel amazing !
hehe.
<3 p="p">




I promise I will run away .
This is my hope from I was young.
Nothing is worth for me to stay here.
When I do care and sacrifice my everything I got shit from all of you.
I tried to believe and giving chance to here but is wasted.
What for I continue ?
I will just shut the fuck mouth ain't going to answer everything you ask.
Both of you only partial to them .
I don't need right?
When I got something you all would say that is waste or what.
Whatever I'm not care anymore.
Heart dies.
Don't tell me that you all love me nor treat me well.
You all just always used me to trade what you all want. 
There's just a trade .
Okay I'll only accept the fact.
I won't beg you all anymore.
I can survive without you all.
I could do it !
Even no one else is standing by my side I still can continue my life.
I will prove this to you all.




Not going to say yes and no to him.
Sorry to telling to you this cause I don't want to hurt anyone else .
But trust me , I do care your feelings too.



Treat me like a Barbie , don't treat me like a puppy
And tell me you will love me for thousand more
Then I won't be lonely and you make me crazy
I will love you forever more.
You know that I love you why don't you kiss me
Let me know that you will love me more
but I love you most don't need to doubt it 
cause my heart belongs to you
So perfectly ...

A song created by myself while I missing you.



                                                                                                                 By Kelly Wong







2 A.M. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can say  
try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust



I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our good-bye


Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on 
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you 
What you would do if
You were the one 
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy 
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in 
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you 
What you would do if
You were the one 
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you 
What you would do if
You were the one 
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes 
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through 
And bust in the door 
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...


Don't judge my ability now not even in future.

你爱咖啡 低调的感觉

偏爱收集的音乐 怪的很另类

你很特别 每一个小细节

哎呀呀呀 如此的对味

我怕浪费 情绪的错觉

讨厌自己像刺猬 小心的防卫

我很反对 为失恋掉眼泪

哎呀呀呀 离你远一些

喜欢看你紧紧皱眉 叫我胆小鬼

你的表情大过於朋友的暧昧

寂寞的称谓 甜蜜的责备

有独一无二专属的特别

喜欢看你紧紧皱眉 叫我胆小鬼

我的心情就像和情人在斗嘴

奇怪的直觉 错误的定位

对你哎呀呀呀 我有点胆怯

我怕浪费 情绪的错觉

讨厌自己像刺猬 小心的防卫

我很反对 为失恋掉眼泪

哎呀呀呀 离你远一些

喜欢看你紧紧皱眉 叫我胆小鬼

你的表情大过於朋友的暧昧

寂寞的称谓 甜蜜的责备

有独一无二专属的特别

喜欢看你紧紧皱眉 叫我胆小鬼

我的心情就像和情人在斗嘴

奇怪的直觉 错误的定位

对你哎呀呀呀 我有点胆怯

喜欢看你紧紧皱眉 叫我胆小鬼

你的表情大过於朋友的暧昧

寂寞的称谓 甜蜜的责备

有独一无二专属的特别

喜欢看你紧紧皱眉 叫我胆小鬼

我的心情就像和情人在斗嘴

奇怪的直觉 错误的定位

对你哎呀呀呀 我有点胆怯

我在我的世界不能犯规

你在你的世界笑我无所谓

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more
 <3
From the day I born I want to be a ballet dancer .
It was my dream also , but it never ever be a history in my life.
Ballet very unique and beautiful not even an words could describe how wonderful it was.
I have no faith with ballet but I love ballet .
















Wish I could same as them .

Ballet are great I love it .
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From my opinion Love is forever and not an easy thing to control or judge it .
Equivocal relationship between me and him now totally clear about that .
2 years , I already waited for 2 years to get a affirmative answer.
Normally in that situation should be say yes .
I rejected his request.
Kinda funny right?
My brother's friends also doubt about that .
Maybe this decision is fault or maybe correct .
Or I regret .
For now situation I feel that is better more .
Without telling sweet words but still can feel it .
Ups and downs in this 2 years I know through learning from it . 
Be loyalty , inclusive , forgive and forget.
Quite ridiculous when I want to give up something happened made me fall in love again.
Give up , fall in love... , give up , fall in love .......
My friends all of them never believe what I say, cause they know I never will give up.
I'm addicted he is a drug.
Make me can't live normal.
But I knew he will not leave me now.
He'll stay with me .
=)
Everyday morning he text me good morning.
But I reply good afternoon.
Hehe...
On 26/11 we hang out together with friends.
We sat together , so funny LOL.
Starting is still okay nothing happened , after that heheh....what you thinking o ?
Nothing happened also hahaha!
Now I only know everything can't be predict or ready for it .
My friends would like to kill me now.
I promised them not to fall again but now .
Heheh.


Winnie The Pooh Love Honey 
I will choose to be the honey 
♥♥♥






                                                                             ~Wish You Were Here~
I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it's not like that at all


There's a girl
who that a shit
behind this wall
You've just walked through it

And I remember all those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am, don't have to try hard
We always say, say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it, just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here


Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.


No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go)

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here (I wish you were)
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I'd do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here. 

First sight I saw this picture I love it already .
So I decided to show here.
This picture I get from Facebook .
Is telling that this picture is represent horoscope Leo.
Which is my month August !
Haha....is exactly right!
Well let's enjoy it guys .
And last wish everyone get well result in your exam !
♥♥♥
At Pulau Ketam vacation with my sweet family.
From this trip I got learnt something new, I love to have a vacation with family.
Early in the morning , Daddy brought us to Dim Sum eat at bandar puteri.
After that , begin our journey.
On the way going to the jetty , my stomach transferred message to my stimulus and it sounds bad.
I need a toilet , oh my gosh , the timing was wrong .
Reached there , I quickly find a toilet.
Malaysia service should consider people needs toilet at anywhere .
How can a jetty no toilet ?
Eventually I found one , but its sucks and smelly.
Disappointed .
I got much things to complain about malaysia service system .
Is really bad .
Rubbish all the way ,the worst part is no dustbin, and smelly .
No system to manage the passenger.
Some of tourist was waiting two hours more also can't get a boat , some of them very fast got it.
Unfair for them to wait so long .
Should modification it as fast as possible.
Can't stand of it.
Don't know which god helped us , we got a boat very fast.
That time my mom already screamed like hell , we just waited 20 minutes more . Cant imagine those people who wait for two hours.
After 45 minutes , reached Pulau Ketam.
First time went to island , very curious how its looks like.
There is nothing souvenir to buy , only some pickled fish , prawn and more.
But very lucky I have a chance to eat fried Ice-cream.
Hoohoo......freaking happy ! Since standard six I heard it , I wish for it long time already.
Slacked walked around there ,we missed a lot fun things. Cause we forget to buy map .

There most special is toilet.
The toilet excreted waste into the river.
Means if you are shitting everyone knows that you are shitting.
What an invention....speechless.
The only thing I feel good was the seafood .
Hahah......I LOVE SEAFOOD.
But the food came need 1 hour to wait , we were starving like hell cause that day too many visitor.
Its taste good. I love it.
Hope next time can go again .
Is time to show my narcissism pictures. hahah.. If you don't mind your eyes get polluted.
This is the jetty I said. sucks =(

Hair so messy haha...

Can you imagine how fast the boat drive?

My Daddy~ wee so cool and awesome. 
<3



here only except my elder brother.
Haiz...so sad .


Fried Ice-cream!!!!
Taste not bad.
Small big eyes?


 What a pose?
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 Can you see the lizard . what the damn disgust you know.