Celebration.

My 15th birthday celebration at Sunway Pyramid.

4/9/2010

In the whole day I felt so happy and excited .

Due to we had a lot of person go so got a little argument too.

But it's okay .

I really wanna to thanks my Best friend forever :

Jaycee goh

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=4832214&id=683817862&ref=fbx_album#!/profile.php?id=683817862&ref=ts

She had planed everything for me .

Thank you so much I LOVE YOU.

And also my all dear friends 

1.Jessnny

2.Chew Yee

3.Chang Jian

4.Zi xian

5.Divon Lee

6.Goh Ker zhen

7. Ser Tian Feng 

You all are really treated me good .

I will remember it forever.

I wanna thanks my dear for the cake .

And the watch .

Although , the watch had crashed.

I need to pay it again for myself .

I also felt very very happy.

Let's see photo that is my friends took one.

Four crazy girl in toilet .

Sing !

Honey .

OMG ! Surprise?

Oh no !

I cried .

Wish!

What I wish?

Of course is ........

Still crying .

Cut

Yucks !

The cake is delicious girl. Thanks .

The watch !

Thanks for everyone who paid for this for me !

Chew yee

All of us !

My brother !

haha....he go buy the Piranha ticket , the stuff said:''

Sorry , 18Sg".

Hehe....laugh till die .

Sweet !

Zi Xian.

Hahah.....the day leng cai king !

Two so lou.

yeee....

007!

Smile .

I think the brand manager could find he for doing advertisement.

JESSNNY!

mY Best friend too!

pose.

Super girl!

LALALALA~

After we sang song , we went for the movie .

The movie is so excited .

Keep scared me lol.

haha....

Anyways nice !

After that , we're going for dinner!

My sweetheart and I .

ERM.....WHich one nice?

Four girls !

I had ordered Yam milk shake and cheesy chicken pork pot rice .

Love it .

My favourite !

This is the most nice rice I had eat before!

can consider for .

.End .

Unwise

Girl ,
stop thinking about him .
stop care about your friend.
stop wasting your time.
stop imagination your future.
stop crying cause of them.
STOP!
Do you know that you are very stupid?
Listening music cried for what?
Look back everything had past for what?
Nothing can repeat again .
Be realistic !
Don't dreams.
No more time for you to waste it .
PMR IS COMING .
Before you are very good ,
                               pro,
                               intelligent ,
                               beauty ,
                               confidence,
                               perfect !
Where are there?
Don't let it disappear !
Cheer up.
Stop wasting your time already .
Believe yourself !
YOU CAN DO IT!
I trust you can .
Don't give up.
Maybe you felt so guilty about what you had did.
But all had gone and past .
Don't care about it.
Show your best to the others .
Let show to those who are look down you that you're right and more good .
Eventually , I wanna tell you .
Believe yourself !

Disappointed.

This year birthday was very special .
My friends wanted to buy a watch that I love so much.
Maybe god didn't heard what I wished .
The watch had already brought by some one else.
So sad .
Why .
Just want wait more few hours only.
In the few hours the watch already gone.
Its not belong to me , And its won't come my way.
Haiz....I very happy that I would get the watch .
But ....timing is not match.
Whatever la....I have one pair of sport shoe and swim suit more .
Also very happy already.
And Chew Yee don't feel what regretful .
I'm nothing .
And I wanna say to you .
I love you , You are really good to me .

I MISS YOU.

.I MISS YOU.

Currently I really miss you so much.

Without any reason.

I felt me had replacement by some one else .

Although , I don't know who is her.

You keep hidden yourself from my eyes.

Why?

I really miss you so much.

Maybe you thought I want that .

No,

I didn't want anything !

I just want like before .

But you are leaving me already.

I always told myself forget about you

but I can't do that.

Everything you do I like it.

Is So amazing!

And the most disappointed is you didn't give me a present ,

Even sms me wish me happy birthday.

Really upset about that.

Everything is pass I also don't wanna care about it.

But 

I REALLY MISS YOU SO MUCH 

.END.

Count day.

I really want to die already .
Examination are more nearly and I'm more nervous about it ,
But I didn't take any action to study or what.
If tryer result bad I won't have confidence in PMR exam already.
Anyways , I want to thanks Chew Yee and Jaycee.
They help me improve a lot.
Hope won't get disappointed in result .
God bless me.
Maths , Science , Geography and Sejarah .
This four subject I very worry about it .
Very easy also very hard .
Haiz...really mental already .
Bye !

Sport shoe.

In my life I never buy a pair of sport shoe.
Really ridiculous right?
Haha....is branded one .
haha....showing off .
want beat me?
come on ....haha.....kidding ^.^
I really happy .
But got some disappointed cause the style that I choose is not that I buy .
Whatever la...
Have it , are very good ady .
This is my birthday present from my daddy .
Haha....
End

Like Baby.

Always like a baby.
Maybe you think i'm so arrogant or what .
but I dont care .
I just know what is happened to me .
She told me you always think you treat me is the most greatest.
I told you , you are not.
What you do just a little thing.
What I treat you is better than you treat me.
I always said that you're wrong . Its got reason.
Yea ....why your mom always scold you first why?
What I think is same with your mom.
Be mature .
You always said that you're mature you're right .
Do think that you have any wrong first?
Why people will scold you?
Maybe you're right . but you have wrong too.
Sometimes you did something let me very hate you .
You know .
What I can do is forget about it .
This post is not for what argument .
I just want to tell you please watch out your attitude.
I also know that I'm not always right .
I also have fault .
If anything fault .
I SAID SORRY TO YOU.

Kenneth Birthday .

Today is Friday , normally I will stay at home help my mom.
After school , I asked my mom permission for letting going to the Kenneth birthday .
Begin my mom is not let ...I talked a lot than she let .
I faster bathed , and he came my home took me .
Firstly , I don't know he was walking to my house .
Okay , never mind .
Walked to Nicole house.
Then waited for them .
Then we went to TESCO for taxi .
And we went to Puchong Jaya B .
For Kenneth watching girl !
His lover .
Seriously very and funny .
His sweate a lot .
Cause he nervous and scare.
Haha.....
We really went to Sunway Pyramid .
Then ate buffet .
They spend.
I ate very fulled and they played cake .
We play until the manager came and complained us .
Haha ...damn funny.
His head is cake even ears too.
Haha...I'm smart ...I plan to them called them Throw everything or play everything with them,
Don't play with me , I just held him to clean and take tissue .
Its fun!
Fun and happy!
Then they waited for my dad sent me back home .
Then they went to IoI celebrated again .
I really hope can join them but my mom she will not letting ,
So , I give up .
Happy!
Wish you Happy birthday !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU 

MY FRIEND!

KENNETH NG 

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1519959204&ref=ts

Is him !

Thanks for spending every money for today everything .

Thanks gor gor .

End.

Massacre .

I hate this post .
Everything I wrote here is real.
Do you think any bad thing will abruptly in your life ?
I hate slaughter .
I watched http://www.YouTube.com/.
I saw a lot things are bad are crazy are stupid!
Carnage animals is very normal for our life .
You simply can watch those videos.
Of course I always watch those videos.
Every time I watch , I'm thinking if them is the killer hows its feels?
Angry !
Recently I heard a story .
I'm gonna to share this to everyone !
A pair of  spouse , they just married few days .
They'd planning to China for honeymoon .
They reached a restaurant and ate lunch .
Suddenly his wife wants to toilet .
She alone .
He kept eating his meal.
After 30 minutes , he felt doubted why his wife so long time not out yet?
He went to toilet find.
He can't find his wife .
He asked cicerone (with a bad-temper and nervous).
Imagine your dearest are lost sudden what reaction you have .
The cicerone he knows what is going on.
Cause he knows at this have a lot kidnapper..
Then he took him to some where by ship .
Is a islet place .
There have a lot corpses .
Then they show his wife cadaver.
Front of the body is nice nothing wrong .
But when it turn behind .
NTH INSIDE THE BODY !
Every parts of organs are took away!
Fuck !
Just only two hours ago.
She dead!
How its could be !
I hate all of them!
They,
Should die !
Not them (dead people)!
All corpses is the same cases !
Is not one to ten ...is Millions person ,( DEAD PERSON)
Could you imagine that how cruel are them!
WE'RE HUMAN TOO !
WHY YOU CAN KILL SAME SPECIES WITH YOU!
Brainless ?
They took all organs to sell and create money!
We love money .
Money really is a good thing and bad thing for us .
Got money we can have what we want have more comfort things for yourself ,
But !
They are human !
You can bear to kill them ?
If change they're your family members would you do that to them ?
Feel it !
You all are bastard !
A millions life are gone .
They all are missing people.
When I heard it I really wanna cry for it.
Too cruel !
Can't stop to scold them ,
I can knew that how you feelings when you'd read my post.
Think your life is so easy come but its can so easy GONE!
Appreciate what you have now ,don't did anything to hurt yourself !
Protect yourself !
Not only in China , a lot places also same.
If you want travel to somewhere please beware this.
I wrote this just want you all cautions this .
And tell your friends don't be one of them !
At last , the guy talk to them with some condition.
They just let him to take back the corpus back to here.
This is real my bro's friend's boss .
I really felt angry !
Sucks man!
So take care !
End .
Believe or not whatever you .

Badminton .

Wednesday I went to go school.
The day I was very happy , cause wanna play badminton with my friends.
After school , Jessnny and I went to DG food court ate lunch.
After that , we both walked back to Jessnny House .
Then bathed , The toilet very horrible cause The lock has BROKEN !
Very scare abruptly got people came.
When it was 1532 . We went to the MBA.
Just a few minutes my sweat all came out ady ....smelly.
Then we encounter Benny.
Played together .
The funny part is he and I are partner but I almost are standing there and do nothing.
Want shoot but stuck at there .
He also crazy ady.
And then his friend joined with us .
His friend very funny too and very naughty .
Suddenly , I felt so uncomfortable.
Cause I'm sick .
But I didn't care of it keep playing .
When it was evening , I followed Jessnny's car back home.
Reached home ady , I felt more suffering !
Went to watched doctor.
The doctor very stupid la.
Don't want talk about it , wasted my time .
Haha......tomorrow no need go to school .
Yay!
End .

Eclipse .

Today I went to ioi with Jaycee for watching movie - Eclipse .

I love this movie ,

Very interesting and I love to see when Edward kiss Bella.

The almost funny part is Edward and Jacob argument.

Hahah.

In this movie the character the most I like is Bella.

Second is Alice she very beautiful and cute.

The third is ,...Edward .

I don't know why everyone said Jacob is better .

I love this photo.

Bella getting more beautiful .

In this moment very sweet .

Haha...

After we went to play pool .

And some more , Jaycee don't forget you own me Rm 29.

Then sat down cause Jaycee legs are pained .

Then back home.

{End}

Guarantee.

First , I didn't said that I GUARANTEE !
And it happened I also never expected it ,OKAY?
I have struggled to do the best.
Please don't put your mind to the others .
I am not okay.
Bullshit .
For you Puan Ding .

Tears.

The day , I had prepared everything for the Oral test .

During in the class , abruptly a prefect came and knocked the door.

When he called WONG KAI LEE , WAN SHAYAL.

I'm was thinking that , shit is coming!

Then went to the mesyuarat 2 for Oral test .

But Wan Shayal has gone to somewhere .

Then I called Jaycee to replaced him.

She came.

Then I glad that I saw her .

Cause I really nervous and panic.

When it's turn me .

Good morning teacher. My name is wong kai lee , came from 3 effective.

Trust is a hard thing to just give someone .......

Abruptly , teacher asked me is this the real story ?

I cried ady.

Then keep crying .

Really can't controlled myself .

The tears keep come out from my eyes.

Very humiliation lol.

Teacher gave a piece of tissue .

Talk talk talk.

The end .

back to the class.

Everyone keep asking what was happened?

I said teacher scolded me .

Haha...what a excuse ?

After that , I'm fine.

I really didn't expected that I will cry in front of teacher lol.

Then went back home. 

Pretending everything is fine.

Everything has gone.

I'm will remind myself to forget about it the all past .

But hard .

That's all what I want to say.

Bye .

Exhausted .

Today morning , didn't go to tuition cause woke up was late .
Then Jaycee came to my house play and eat Domino.
Haha...damn fun.
When it was 1600 hours we went to Saraka for swimming.
In the middle of swimming time , we abruptly felt hungry then order Mc Donald .
Call Gynette come .
Until Nine o'clock just back.
Really very exhausted .
But very relax now.
Haha..hope next week we have it again.
bYE.

Oral test.

Yesterday I went to school abruptly Melody asked me , want join the Oral test?
Then I said erm....what kind of that?
Just oral test only....bla bla bla...
Then I accept it.
Then Asked Pn.Ding.
Bla bla bla....
Prepared everything and Jaycee has help me .
Then now I freaking scare and nervous.
Don't have any confidence for it .
Really scare , I can't even breathe .
God wish me good luck!
I love you.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Today , I saw him but we didn't say hi or what.
Is hurt .
Anyways , between us NCS ady.
Bye .

Perfectionist.

I'm a perfectionist girl.
Everything I want be the best .
Sometimes I'll cause a little mistake and chide myself badly.
When I heard that my attitude have a big problems.
I tried to changed it better .
How to change?
I choose to be quite .
Be quite , don't be a busybody girl.
Keep far away to those are treated me as a best friends.
But nowadays I felt myself are really stupid.
Everything I don't care and don't wanna think about it .
I know my look are not beautiful.
I tried to make it better .
I know I'm a rude girl , every boys are saying that .
I tried to be polite.
But I felt myself can't dot that .
So now I giving up everything .
Included my family , love stuff , friends and myself.
Is really hard to do that .
I don't have confidence to do everything .
I scare.
When you guys think I'm courage .
No, I'm not.
I really scare to face people .
Why I had changed to be a loser?
My life have a lot of bad memory , no one could know that how deeply hurt to me.
Everything has gone , but I'm still care about it.
Until now everything still in my mind .
I read back my diary , everything only bad .
Why my life so sucks?
God , help me please .
I really wanna leave this place .
Go to a place no one know about me and start a new life .
But it's hard .
need to wait until when I grow up .
The only way I can do is imagine my another life .
But is not true life.
If I have a chance go through back when I was 5 years old .
How good was that .
But impossible.
Whatever ....hoping I can have a new life now.
( No Comment )

Shopping.

When it was holiday both of us went to boutiques shopping .

Before the day night ,  I had cried badly so you can see my eyes are tumescence.

I had bought a bag and a skirt .

Jaycee bought a bag almost same like me.

Means we're sister .

Let's see picture .

This is not the bag we bought.

After that we go eat this Ice-cream don't know what its name call.><

I ordered green-tea flavour .

It delicious .

Yummy yummy.

Jaycee ordered mango flavour .

Ate finish we went shopping again.

Is time to our second lunch.

Pappa Rich

Last , we walked back to my house .

.END.

Unforgettable night.

On Saturday , My eldest & younger brothers and I went to Port Dickson with them.
The aim we went there is for brother's friend wants proposal to her lover Maggie.
Their love story are so sweet .
On the way we are going , I turned down the window.
And feelings the natural atmosphere there.
I sang songs and played in the car .
Chit- chat with brothers.
We reached our destination , the first thing that I did is ran to the beach.
The beach very beautiful , this is the first time I went there.
Its really amazing !
After that , we set up everything .
We Barbecue there .
And brother's friends brought some snacks and  foods .
Everything had settled , we began barbecue play and chat.
Until night , A boy call Alex is the one who wants proposal to his girlfriend are reached there.
I go to talk with the girl Maggie .
And the boy Alex discussed the plan what we gonna to do for later .
Ours plan is ....
We printed out the Alex's face wore it and .....bla bla bla....
Then Wei wei sis and I cheat her to toilet let them to prepared everything .
After my sacrificed in the toilet pretend to shitting , we went back.
Abruptly , Alex called Maggie to took Umbrella.
??? Whats wrong?
I did not knew what was going on.
But I'm a smart girl right ? haha...
I followed what the guy said then go to his car bring it.
When we're near by there I saw what are they doing already .
I lied to her said they want took picture .
Haha....very funny , take picture need umbrella ?
Very curious for her . haha.
Then the Alex called us to open the back of the car .
When we take it up .
Its surprised !!!!
Have a big card had wrote their love story and some sweet words la....
The girl was mad and stunted at there .
After that , we took her to there.
Sing song , play  ....bla bla bla.
The most exciting part are come !!!
Kiss ! (wei....under 18 wor...)
haha....never mind ...
Then end we cleaned it .
Then drove car back.
On the way is okay nothing special .
After a few minutes ..... we're lost!!!!
Really unfortunately .
That time we're not scared about it cause my brother's friends are together with us they drove another car ,
Long time ago , my brother decided went to highway .
Okay , I was not worried about that already.
But the next thing happened is my bro's friends drove so fast , we also can't saw his car already !
Really shit now.
I felt so scared cause the highway don't have any car and its is so width .
My mind started to think something are bad .
More scared already.
Suddenly bro said he stomach was violet pain.
What ????!!!!!
The highway too straight and long and we also don't know when it have public toilet .
Then we choose another way to find toilet.
Okay we lost again.
Finally we reached Nilai there was my bro college there.
Then go toilet .
Back home.
WOW!
In a day , I have happy crazy exciting sweet fun scared pain and sleepy.
Really unforgettable every moment on that day.
Last , I wish the valentines stay happy and sweet !
End up.

Daddy birthday ' 51'

My Lovely daddy Birthday '51'

we celebrated at night the day .

It was fun .

Happy birthday to you daddy !

We bought a pandan layer cake for dad.

Me & dad

My family members are here.

So nice right?

End

The Love that I want

The Love that I want Just only you.
You always make me frantic you.
Looking your backside is fascinating.
Watching you my heart beat fast .
Talk with you I will at all lost .
Sms with you I tried to make it more interested for you,
Hope you non-stop sms with me.
Your every movement my eyes are following .
When I saw you play with others girls I will jealous .
Always hoping that you like me too .
My brain is only all about you.
Every words you said I remember ,
It is because sometimes you said some words will make me felt hurt .
Maybe you are not deliberate.
But I care of it.
Everyday waiting phone ring ,
hoping that is your message.
It's really stupid actuation.
Just only because of you made me become more innocent.
I surprised that I was fall in love you a few months ago never did it before .
Really crazy of me.

Sleep time.

Hehe...Nowadays is holidays so happy.
I could have a sweet time to sleep ,
So comfortable...
I love sleep so much.
Even you want my everything to change my sleep time ,
I do.
Sleep is the most happiness for me .
When I was sleeping every pressure or bad things will gone .
Its really good !
Holidays just start ....
Have a good holidays ba...

Sacrificed.

Because of you ,
I sacrificed my time to lending a hand for you.
At last what I get is scolded!
Bull shit.
Hate it.
I won't obey you anymore.
Is you make it more worst not I bad.

Examination

Today it was the first day exam.
This is a Tra-exam.
Can said it is important to me cause ,
After this ,the exam result will be my fate on which class I have to stay .
Hope I can pass all get some A could let me stay at E class or more good class.
This exam I really don't have mood to study.
Today is BM paper1 & 2 , And science!
Paper 1 very hard .
Paper 2 hehex....Now I want say thanks to my dearest friend who name Is Jaycee Goh!
She help me a lot in this paper 2!
I love you , Jaycee!
Science still okay la...
I think I will wrong seven or eight question la...
Haiz...have a question I was too careless ady.
I memorize wrong ady.
Shit ....too easy question also wrong can't forgive myself was too stupid.
End!
Tomorrow Fight Again !
BI 1&2 and science 2!
Wish me good luck !
And my friends too!

Hell

I think I really going to the hell.
Don't have study and happened a lot of things made me cried.
Hate this life .
T.T

NICS

Nothing I can say for now.
Abruptly everything gone bad.
Really really shit for now.

Pet society

I was create on Friday 10th October 2008.
Day to day , until now.
I also felt surprised .
And the pet are so cute .
I love it very much much.

Responsibility

We're human.
Our life is god give to us .
So we need to appreciate it.
When we are
happy ,
sadly,
crazy,
or
angrily.
We're still alive .
Be a human, we need face a lot of  things.
Even when you're did wrong or you're right others people scolded us,
we still need to be a responsibility person .
Not shirk to others people.
I know you get scolded are very angered .
But don't you think before you have fault or not?
If you feel that you don't have any fault .
I nothing can say.
Hope you get what I means.
I'm your friend , I hope you can live more better than everyday.
Everything happened must have a reason ,
So modify yourself and respect yourself and I .
                  

Formspring.

Woohoo....
I was created a fromspring.
Create for fun ba....
Cause my life is so boring .
Haha...what you want to ask me also can ...
I will reply it.
Ciao ...bye my dear friends!

Crazy of me.

I really crazy.

Exam is coming I went to Genting at night until morning 5 o'clock reach home.

Go there nothing to do for fun.

Go to Starbucks drink my favourite Mocha !

Haha...add a Tiramisu cake.

It delicious !

But yesterday at there not really cold same like Cameron highlands only.

Anyways I go there is for fun too bored ady.

Bye friends!

What I waiting for?

Examination just left a week .
I'm still lazy to study and no mood to study..
This time I really hate myself attitude a lot.
Hope I can modify myself .
Don't know why , currently I'm still dreaming.
Wasting my time to play Facebook.
Even don't have play Facebook I , I also will go to sleep.
I really love to sleep(like a boar)
Crazy man....
What I waiting for ?
Always at eleventh hour do things.
Really really stupid attitude .
Sign.....all lazy worms get off from my body !
I can do it!!!!!!
Gambateh friends!

I did it!

Finally I controlled myself did not try to sms !
Haha.....I did it...
Yeah....my phone credit is more more more ...much....haha
Exciting now...
Recently hard to online ...can't play my Facebook...
T.T...
My pet society's pet was gone....
T.T....
Anyways , I Had a lot of thing let me felt happy.
My geography folio just less two part .
My history folio had pass up!
Hooray !
It was amazing and a goooood news for myself.
Haha...,my history teacher said my folio get FULL MARKS!
happy....every tired and sacrificed are worth!
Hehe....happy right now...
Examination just at the corner , need to study hard now...
Wish my all friends can have a nice result.
Especially , Jaycee and Ker zhen we fight together !
Haha....
Bye my dear!

The Finally Is I was Forgive you .

We begin is a friend,
And then became a Best friend,
Now We become enemy ,
Its was so funny.
I really treated you as a best friend ,
maybe you will think I'm lying or what.
but you trust others what they said.
And I really felt angry about that .
And I start to hate you .
cause I'm thinking why you be like that?
So evil.
Fine.
I don't care from right now.
Everything was past already , I also no need to care about it.
Whatever you gossip about me , hate me ,  make something that I don't like or did something to revenge .
I also Forgive you.
Cause right now I really put you down.
And I just will treat you as a new friend.
If you still stubborn think that I always used you to get what I want .
I also can't do anything.
Hope you will read this post.
If you still hate me.
I will accept it.
I just hope no more argument between us.
When it was Friday , we played volleyball together ,
And I'm not deliberately to aim the ball towards you okay,
How I can control the ball?
Think some logically okay?
If you think that I'm deliberately , Okay ,
I say sorry to you.
This is the last post I write about you.
After today , No more about you will appear in my life.
Thanks for everything .

What I care?

Family?
Friends?
Lover?
Money?
Study?

What I care?
IKYANLMABISLYSM.
NICCMAECSSWU.
GBML.
FLYSM.

Waiting a encounter.

I love to play tarot card .
I believe the tarot card are true .
When I was troubled in my love stuff.
I will play it to know what should I do.
Today the tarot card show me is a encounter will coming into my life and he will become my life a part.
Wow , it was awesome.
Haha, and today I will hang out with my brother .
Maybe I will meet a good boy .
Haha....very funny of me.
I always like to think so much.
Make myself brain become full.
Thats why I have white hair.
Haha....
A fun day...

Justin Bieber!

Justin Bieber !

He so cute !

I like him so much!

Haha...hope he can come to Malaysia !

He was born on:

March 1 , 1994

So cute !

cOol man!

His website : http://www.justinbiebermusic.com/default.aspx

Support him oh!

Thanks God.

Really feel so thankful for the god.
What I hope .
It become true.
Although Its feel hurt to me but also stead for me.
Now days my everything seem like not really good for me.
Yeah , right .
But I know what If I didn't did something wrong god won't punish me.
And also I love my god.
I know god always bless me and love me.
Its because what I hope he will help me to become true.
I know that my character is bad.
And I also know I treat you and him are not good.
But I also don't want to do that.
But maybe I was too care you two.
So now I let him go.
But you , I won't let you go away from me.
I was lost her and him already .
Even though they are not care about it.
Its does matter for me already cause my heart was let her broken for a part that is belong to her.
So You can leave me away.
I love you so much.
Our friendliness won't change right?

A Joke

Today back from tuition , I walked to Nyonya there found my mom.
She was there with her friends.
Then go to boutique .
I saw a eye-shadow very nice.
So i decided to buy it.
Then I tried a skirt .
Is so glamorous when I wore it.
(I know some of you will said ...I'm so self-admire)
Whatever I don't even care of it...
Because I'm better than some one else said everyone said herself is beautiful.
But it so expensive.
T.T
But I also knew that my mom won't buy for me.
Cause recently no dinner want to go,
So buy for what?
For show?
Although I really like the shirt , but still want to forget about it.
Then went back to home.
I on my bro's laptop to play Facebook .
Then my friends Goh Ker Zhen chat wiht me.
He said I lend him the History folio was drop into the drain .
WHAT!!!
I don't have mood ady .
I really can't accept it !
Then I CRIED.
Shit .
At last he said just a joke .
What.
Lucky just a joke if not I'll die!
Teacher said pass up folio on 2th May .
Today is 24th April ady.
How I do it again?
I also need to do geography folio.
And mid- term examination is coming.
Where got time to do it again.
Huh,
I want kill him in class ady...
Play with me want die ar?
Whatever la...
I can forgive him because he is a good boy.
The end.

Thats you and me.

You and me come from different place.
Who you are and Who are me not important at all.
What was we recently did are so obviously to know that we were changed .
When I saw you I tried to looked others side or did something pretended that I don't know you were there.
Thats all is you and me distance.
Like you were standing so far I can't see you.
Thats are so painful.
Looking at you my heart can't take a breath is all because you .
If you know I'm still standing there waiting you , Will you towards come in front of me?
Finish all the story about us?
Listened the music and review back our story It was awesome!
Life is so tired , I can't even get a rest to relax.
Everything of you make me feel so confuse and mad.
When I did everything My mind will come out your everything.
Its feel is not good .
Everyday waiting your message .
Wait for a people the feel is very lonely .
Anyways , we still youth .
Just can't control myself feelings.
Hope that our status relationship won't change .
Y K T I L Y I R F S H P D D T T M A .

My mind.

My mind so empty now.
Before that , I thought you too also.
I found that , you're not .
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Now have a lot things waiting for me to do.
PMR , is coming.
Everyone begin to study study study.
Me? Still scare to face this exam.
I really scare the exam result ..
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Today , Jaycee and Chew yee want come to my house .
But had something was happened.
Then we canceled it...
So sad.
Anyways, next time we can plan again.
Jaycee don't be upset I will be the who are love you and share with you.
And I hope that you know my best friend is ONLY you~
Even others are trying to grab me from you but my heart still at you there.
Can't escape. T.T
Our story start from we were five years old.
When begin we so close and so cute.
When grow up.
We start to argue because some small matter.
So funny.
After we are form 2.
We are study in a same class.
Our status relationship become more good and closer even we can at Sunway Lagoon together ..
You know that I no need to explain too obvious.
Then now we still so good!

So pissed off !

What the Heck lol...
I really angry about it..
It was too over .
I really feel like slap you 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000
But i cant do it!
So pissed off now..
You're sucks !
Hate to see you one more second!
I really can't stand anymore.
Want explode ady.
Hate it!
But who care my feelings?
Even you also never think that I'll get hurt and sad.
I know , cause i'm not important for you.
Whatever...just take it as a experience next time i wont do it again.
HUH!

What you want ?

What things that you really want?
I did what also wrong..
You never said me that i'm right ~
Fine ..
Listened the song let myself forget it.
Really felt so bored already.
I need some distance.

Remember !

I will remember what you did to me!
Huh...
You're blind!
Don't think that it can forget it!
I won't forget and I will remember it.
Now you're not who for me!
Now I'm still young .
I can't do anything.
But I will leave here.
Huh...
Bye !

Boring !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Boring~
God kill me ar.....
too boring ady ar....
die la...

Hey!

Hey !
I put public it again....
So sorry oh!

We're getting closer .

We're getting closer than before!
After this our relationship more good and stable!
The bitch can't take away you from me!
I like you so much dear!
You're the most good thing for me in the world !
My family member are like you and love you.
I know that , if we really couple , we're so sweet and won't have people will stop us.
Hehe...
So excited !
I love you call me dear .
Cause you're my life of a part!
Hehe...
Now , we're just concentrate in study .
After 18.
I hope we can love each others until the time.
Then we couple together, become a pair of sweet valentine.
Hehe...can't wait until that day coming.
Are you also?
I hope so.

Happy Birthday Dear Jason Tan !

! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR !

Wish you have a good celebrate in today !

Cause I was forget about it.

So sorry!

Anyways , tomorrow I will take the present for you!

Hope you like it!

It is very expensive present !

If you spoil it!

I KILL YOU!

haha...

Last , Happy birthday!

Hehe..M ~

Have a nice day~

I feel very down .

I felt very down now.
My tears keep droping.
Because of you.
Why I so like you?
Just a few months my heart are followed you already?
Everything that you did made me wanna to remember it..
What you like,
What you love,
What you care,
And What you want.
I really fall in love to you already.
Before I love Nic.
But now all is about you.
Today night ,
I felt so hurt .
I felt that you're not like me.
Just only I like you.
I misunderstanding it.
You like her not me.
I felt so disappointed .
When i heard you and her had a contact and like very closer ,
my heart liked had a biggest stone in my heart can't beat again.
So hurt .
Why?
I really don't know.
I thought you're like me but is not.
Why?
I really want to share my life with you,
But you're not want it .
Maybe you're think I'm just a little girl , stupid girl , crazy girl.
I not good for you right?
Yea ....I'M THE MOST WORSE IN THE WHOLE WORLD!
Why ?
Why you eyes are not watching me every times ?
You just like a Cool air.
Always let me felt that you are mystery ,
And the cool air let me felt so lonely.
I try before let you know that I like you.
But abruptly you acted like you're hate me and felt that I'm annoyed you.
I hate this feel, that you thought.
Why you sometimes you so care about me?
Let me feel so good ?
But all is fake!
I hate that you're not honestly .
I hate it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Maybe I'm not good looking to attractive your's eyes to watch me .
So , i decided to give up .
Really scare hurt again.
So Kelly wake up!
Don't fall in love a guy in your life anymore!
It is make you cry so pity!
Be strong!
Don't always hope that he will beside you and help you , care you , like you , want you and need you!
Forget about that .
You need a new life to go all the places to have a good moment !
It is last time , I cried because of you.
After today , you and me are disappears in our own ways.
Back to the reality .

What happened to me?

Why abruptly I became like this?
I hope the time run faster a bit..
Let me forget about it.
Past things always let me miss it.
I really miss when I was a child .
Nothing to think.
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Bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye!

Baby.

Can I become a baby?

Won't grow up and everyday just play cry and sleep.

Can I?

I want wash my mind .

Like computer delete it.

Can I?

I can't pretend anything didn't happened .

No , I can't.

Maybe I should listen you say what is the truth, 

But I think the answer is same .

We're always not the same.

Yeah.

Maybe some one else are better than me more and more and more.

You did a good choice.

Lucky I'm not in the game .

If not i really don't know how I  pretend also...

But you're damn faker.

Before that I don't know anything .

Now I knew.

I won't drop into the hole again.

I believe myself !