Eclipse .

Today I went to ioi with Jaycee for watching movie - Eclipse .

I love this movie ,

Very interesting and I love to see when Edward kiss Bella.

The almost funny part is Edward and Jacob argument.

Hahah.

In this movie the character the most I like is Bella.

Second is Alice she very beautiful and cute.

The third is ,...Edward .

I don't know why everyone said Jacob is better .

I love this photo.

Bella getting more beautiful .

In this moment very sweet .

Haha...

After we went to play pool .

And some more , Jaycee don't forget you own me Rm 29.

Then sat down cause Jaycee legs are pained .

Then back home.

{End}

Guarantee.

First , I didn't said that I GUARANTEE !
And it happened I also never expected it ,OKAY?
I have struggled to do the best.
Please don't put your mind to the others .
I am not okay.
Bullshit .
For you Puan Ding .

Tears.

The day , I had prepared everything for the Oral test .

During in the class , abruptly a prefect came and knocked the door.

When he called WONG KAI LEE , WAN SHAYAL.

I'm was thinking that , shit is coming!

Then went to the mesyuarat 2 for Oral test .

But Wan Shayal has gone to somewhere .

Then I called Jaycee to replaced him.

She came.

Then I glad that I saw her .

Cause I really nervous and panic.

When it's turn me .

Good morning teacher. My name is wong kai lee , came from 3 effective.

Trust is a hard thing to just give someone .......

Abruptly , teacher asked me is this the real story ?

I cried ady.

Then keep crying .

Really can't controlled myself .

The tears keep come out from my eyes.

Very humiliation lol.

Teacher gave a piece of tissue .

Talk talk talk.

The end .

back to the class.

Everyone keep asking what was happened?

I said teacher scolded me .

Haha...what a excuse ?

After that , I'm fine.

I really didn't expected that I will cry in front of teacher lol.

Then went back home. 

Pretending everything is fine.

Everything has gone.

I'm will remind myself to forget about it the all past .

But hard .

That's all what I want to say.

Bye .

Exhausted .

Today morning , didn't go to tuition cause woke up was late .
Then Jaycee came to my house play and eat Domino.
Haha...damn fun.
When it was 1600 hours we went to Saraka for swimming.
In the middle of swimming time , we abruptly felt hungry then order Mc Donald .
Call Gynette come .
Until Nine o'clock just back.
Really very exhausted .
But very relax now.
Haha..hope next week we have it again.
bYE.

Oral test.

Yesterday I went to school abruptly Melody asked me , want join the Oral test?
Then I said erm....what kind of that?
Just oral test only....bla bla bla...
Then I accept it.
Then Asked Pn.Ding.
Bla bla bla....
Prepared everything and Jaycee has help me .
Then now I freaking scare and nervous.
Don't have any confidence for it .
Really scare , I can't even breathe .
God wish me good luck!
I love you.
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Today , I saw him but we didn't say hi or what.
Is hurt .
Anyways , between us NCS ady.
Bye .

Perfectionist.

I'm a perfectionist girl.
Everything I want be the best .
Sometimes I'll cause a little mistake and chide myself badly.
When I heard that my attitude have a big problems.
I tried to changed it better .
How to change?
I choose to be quite .
Be quite , don't be a busybody girl.
Keep far away to those are treated me as a best friends.
But nowadays I felt myself are really stupid.
Everything I don't care and don't wanna think about it .
I know my look are not beautiful.
I tried to make it better .
I know I'm a rude girl , every boys are saying that .
I tried to be polite.
But I felt myself can't dot that .
So now I giving up everything .
Included my family , love stuff , friends and myself.
Is really hard to do that .
I don't have confidence to do everything .
I scare.
When you guys think I'm courage .
No, I'm not.
I really scare to face people .
Why I had changed to be a loser?
My life have a lot of bad memory , no one could know that how deeply hurt to me.
Everything has gone , but I'm still care about it.
Until now everything still in my mind .
I read back my diary , everything only bad .
Why my life so sucks?
God , help me please .
I really wanna leave this place .
Go to a place no one know about me and start a new life .
But it's hard .
need to wait until when I grow up .
The only way I can do is imagine my another life .
But is not true life.
If I have a chance go through back when I was 5 years old .
How good was that .
But impossible.
Whatever ....hoping I can have a new life now.
( No Comment )

Shopping.

When it was holiday both of us went to boutiques shopping .

Before the day night ,  I had cried badly so you can see my eyes are tumescence.

I had bought a bag and a skirt .

Jaycee bought a bag almost same like me.

Means we're sister .

Let's see picture .

This is not the bag we bought.

After that we go eat this Ice-cream don't know what its name call.><

I ordered green-tea flavour .

It delicious .

Yummy yummy.

Jaycee ordered mango flavour .

Ate finish we went shopping again.

Is time to our second lunch.

Pappa Rich

Last , we walked back to my house .

.END.

Unforgettable night.

On Saturday , My eldest & younger brothers and I went to Port Dickson with them.
The aim we went there is for brother's friend wants proposal to her lover Maggie.
Their love story are so sweet .
On the way we are going , I turned down the window.
And feelings the natural atmosphere there.
I sang songs and played in the car .
Chit- chat with brothers.
We reached our destination , the first thing that I did is ran to the beach.
The beach very beautiful , this is the first time I went there.
Its really amazing !
After that , we set up everything .
We Barbecue there .
And brother's friends brought some snacks and  foods .
Everything had settled , we began barbecue play and chat.
Until night , A boy call Alex is the one who wants proposal to his girlfriend are reached there.
I go to talk with the girl Maggie .
And the boy Alex discussed the plan what we gonna to do for later .
Ours plan is ....
We printed out the Alex's face wore it and .....bla bla bla....
Then Wei wei sis and I cheat her to toilet let them to prepared everything .
After my sacrificed in the toilet pretend to shitting , we went back.
Abruptly , Alex called Maggie to took Umbrella.
??? Whats wrong?
I did not knew what was going on.
But I'm a smart girl right ? haha...
I followed what the guy said then go to his car bring it.
When we're near by there I saw what are they doing already .
I lied to her said they want took picture .
Haha....very funny , take picture need umbrella ?
Very curious for her . haha.
Then the Alex called us to open the back of the car .
When we take it up .
Its surprised !!!!
Have a big card had wrote their love story and some sweet words la....
The girl was mad and stunted at there .
After that , we took her to there.
Sing song , play  ....bla bla bla.
The most exciting part are come !!!
Kiss ! (wei....under 18 wor...)
haha....never mind ...
Then end we cleaned it .
Then drove car back.
On the way is okay nothing special .
After a few minutes ..... we're lost!!!!
Really unfortunately .
That time we're not scared about it cause my brother's friends are together with us they drove another car ,
Long time ago , my brother decided went to highway .
Okay , I was not worried about that already.
But the next thing happened is my bro's friends drove so fast , we also can't saw his car already !
Really shit now.
I felt so scared cause the highway don't have any car and its is so width .
My mind started to think something are bad .
More scared already.
Suddenly bro said he stomach was violet pain.
What ????!!!!!
The highway too straight and long and we also don't know when it have public toilet .
Then we choose another way to find toilet.
Okay we lost again.
Finally we reached Nilai there was my bro college there.
Then go toilet .
Back home.
WOW!
In a day , I have happy crazy exciting sweet fun scared pain and sleepy.
Really unforgettable every moment on that day.
Last , I wish the valentines stay happy and sweet !
End up.

Daddy birthday ' 51'

My Lovely daddy Birthday '51'

we celebrated at night the day .

It was fun .

Happy birthday to you daddy !

We bought a pandan layer cake for dad.

Me & dad

My family members are here.

So nice right?

End

The Love that I want

The Love that I want Just only you.
You always make me frantic you.
Looking your backside is fascinating.
Watching you my heart beat fast .
Talk with you I will at all lost .
Sms with you I tried to make it more interested for you,
Hope you non-stop sms with me.
Your every movement my eyes are following .
When I saw you play with others girls I will jealous .
Always hoping that you like me too .
My brain is only all about you.
Every words you said I remember ,
It is because sometimes you said some words will make me felt hurt .
Maybe you are not deliberate.
But I care of it.
Everyday waiting phone ring ,
hoping that is your message.
It's really stupid actuation.
Just only because of you made me become more innocent.
I surprised that I was fall in love you a few months ago never did it before .
Really crazy of me.

Sleep time.

Hehe...Nowadays is holidays so happy.
I could have a sweet time to sleep ,
So comfortable...
I love sleep so much.
Even you want my everything to change my sleep time ,
I do.
Sleep is the most happiness for me .
When I was sleeping every pressure or bad things will gone .
Its really good !
Holidays just start ....
Have a good holidays ba...

Sacrificed.

Because of you ,
I sacrificed my time to lending a hand for you.
At last what I get is scolded!
Bull shit.
Hate it.
I won't obey you anymore.
Is you make it more worst not I bad.

Examination

Today it was the first day exam.
This is a Tra-exam.
Can said it is important to me cause ,
After this ,the exam result will be my fate on which class I have to stay .
Hope I can pass all get some A could let me stay at E class or more good class.
This exam I really don't have mood to study.
Today is BM paper1 & 2 , And science!
Paper 1 very hard .
Paper 2 hehex....Now I want say thanks to my dearest friend who name Is Jaycee Goh!
She help me a lot in this paper 2!
I love you , Jaycee!
Science still okay la...
I think I will wrong seven or eight question la...
Haiz...have a question I was too careless ady.
I memorize wrong ady.
Shit ....too easy question also wrong can't forgive myself was too stupid.
End!
Tomorrow Fight Again !
BI 1&2 and science 2!
Wish me good luck !
And my friends too!

Hell

I think I really going to the hell.
Don't have study and happened a lot of things made me cried.
Hate this life .
T.T

NICS

Nothing I can say for now.
Abruptly everything gone bad.
Really really shit for now.

Pet society

I was create on Friday 10th October 2008.
Day to day , until now.
I also felt surprised .
And the pet are so cute .
I love it very much much.

Responsibility

We're human.
Our life is god give to us .
So we need to appreciate it.
When we are
happy ,
sadly,
crazy,
or
angrily.
We're still alive .
Be a human, we need face a lot of  things.
Even when you're did wrong or you're right others people scolded us,
we still need to be a responsibility person .
Not shirk to others people.
I know you get scolded are very angered .
But don't you think before you have fault or not?
If you feel that you don't have any fault .
I nothing can say.
Hope you get what I means.
I'm your friend , I hope you can live more better than everyday.
Everything happened must have a reason ,
So modify yourself and respect yourself and I .
                  

Formspring.

Woohoo....
I was created a fromspring.
Create for fun ba....
Cause my life is so boring .
Haha...what you want to ask me also can ...
I will reply it.
Ciao ...bye my dear friends!

Crazy of me.

I really crazy.

Exam is coming I went to Genting at night until morning 5 o'clock reach home.

Go there nothing to do for fun.

Go to Starbucks drink my favourite Mocha !

Haha...add a Tiramisu cake.

It delicious !

But yesterday at there not really cold same like Cameron highlands only.

Anyways I go there is for fun too bored ady.

Bye friends!

What I waiting for?

Examination just left a week .
I'm still lazy to study and no mood to study..
This time I really hate myself attitude a lot.
Hope I can modify myself .
Don't know why , currently I'm still dreaming.
Wasting my time to play Facebook.
Even don't have play Facebook I , I also will go to sleep.
I really love to sleep(like a boar)
Crazy man....
What I waiting for ?
Always at eleventh hour do things.
Really really stupid attitude .
Sign.....all lazy worms get off from my body !
I can do it!!!!!!
Gambateh friends!

I did it!

Finally I controlled myself did not try to sms !
Haha.....I did it...
Yeah....my phone credit is more more more ...much....haha
Exciting now...
Recently hard to online ...can't play my Facebook...
T.T...
My pet society's pet was gone....
T.T....
Anyways , I Had a lot of thing let me felt happy.
My geography folio just less two part .
My history folio had pass up!
Hooray !
It was amazing and a goooood news for myself.
Haha...,my history teacher said my folio get FULL MARKS!
happy....every tired and sacrificed are worth!
Hehe....happy right now...
Examination just at the corner , need to study hard now...
Wish my all friends can have a nice result.
Especially , Jaycee and Ker zhen we fight together !
Haha....
Bye my dear!

The Finally Is I was Forgive you .

We begin is a friend,
And then became a Best friend,
Now We become enemy ,
Its was so funny.
I really treated you as a best friend ,
maybe you will think I'm lying or what.
but you trust others what they said.
And I really felt angry about that .
And I start to hate you .
cause I'm thinking why you be like that?
So evil.
Fine.
I don't care from right now.
Everything was past already , I also no need to care about it.
Whatever you gossip about me , hate me ,  make something that I don't like or did something to revenge .
I also Forgive you.
Cause right now I really put you down.
And I just will treat you as a new friend.
If you still stubborn think that I always used you to get what I want .
I also can't do anything.
Hope you will read this post.
If you still hate me.
I will accept it.
I just hope no more argument between us.
When it was Friday , we played volleyball together ,
And I'm not deliberately to aim the ball towards you okay,
How I can control the ball?
Think some logically okay?
If you think that I'm deliberately , Okay ,
I say sorry to you.
This is the last post I write about you.
After today , No more about you will appear in my life.
Thanks for everything .

What I care?

Family?
Friends?
Lover?
Money?
Study?

What I care?
IKYANLMABISLYSM.
NICCMAECSSWU.
GBML.
FLYSM.

Waiting a encounter.

I love to play tarot card .
I believe the tarot card are true .
When I was troubled in my love stuff.
I will play it to know what should I do.
Today the tarot card show me is a encounter will coming into my life and he will become my life a part.
Wow , it was awesome.
Haha, and today I will hang out with my brother .
Maybe I will meet a good boy .
Haha....very funny of me.
I always like to think so much.
Make myself brain become full.
Thats why I have white hair.
Haha....
A fun day...

Justin Bieber!

Justin Bieber !

He so cute !

I like him so much!

Haha...hope he can come to Malaysia !

He was born on:

March 1 , 1994

So cute !

cOol man!

His website : http://www.justinbiebermusic.com/default.aspx

Support him oh!

Thanks God.

Really feel so thankful for the god.
What I hope .
It become true.
Although Its feel hurt to me but also stead for me.
Now days my everything seem like not really good for me.
Yeah , right .
But I know what If I didn't did something wrong god won't punish me.
And also I love my god.
I know god always bless me and love me.
Its because what I hope he will help me to become true.
I know that my character is bad.
And I also know I treat you and him are not good.
But I also don't want to do that.
But maybe I was too care you two.
So now I let him go.
But you , I won't let you go away from me.
I was lost her and him already .
Even though they are not care about it.
Its does matter for me already cause my heart was let her broken for a part that is belong to her.
So You can leave me away.
I love you so much.
Our friendliness won't change right?

A Joke

Today back from tuition , I walked to Nyonya there found my mom.
She was there with her friends.
Then go to boutique .
I saw a eye-shadow very nice.
So i decided to buy it.
Then I tried a skirt .
Is so glamorous when I wore it.
(I know some of you will said ...I'm so self-admire)
Whatever I don't even care of it...
Because I'm better than some one else said everyone said herself is beautiful.
But it so expensive.
T.T
But I also knew that my mom won't buy for me.
Cause recently no dinner want to go,
So buy for what?
For show?
Although I really like the shirt , but still want to forget about it.
Then went back to home.
I on my bro's laptop to play Facebook .
Then my friends Goh Ker Zhen chat wiht me.
He said I lend him the History folio was drop into the drain .
WHAT!!!
I don't have mood ady .
I really can't accept it !
Then I CRIED.
Shit .
At last he said just a joke .
What.
Lucky just a joke if not I'll die!
Teacher said pass up folio on 2th May .
Today is 24th April ady.
How I do it again?
I also need to do geography folio.
And mid- term examination is coming.
Where got time to do it again.
Huh,
I want kill him in class ady...
Play with me want die ar?
Whatever la...
I can forgive him because he is a good boy.
The end.

Thats you and me.

You and me come from different place.
Who you are and Who are me not important at all.
What was we recently did are so obviously to know that we were changed .
When I saw you I tried to looked others side or did something pretended that I don't know you were there.
Thats all is you and me distance.
Like you were standing so far I can't see you.
Thats are so painful.
Looking at you my heart can't take a breath is all because you .
If you know I'm still standing there waiting you , Will you towards come in front of me?
Finish all the story about us?
Listened the music and review back our story It was awesome!
Life is so tired , I can't even get a rest to relax.
Everything of you make me feel so confuse and mad.
When I did everything My mind will come out your everything.
Its feel is not good .
Everyday waiting your message .
Wait for a people the feel is very lonely .
Anyways , we still youth .
Just can't control myself feelings.
Hope that our status relationship won't change .
Y K T I L Y I R F S H P D D T T M A .

My mind.

My mind so empty now.
Before that , I thought you too also.
I found that , you're not .
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Now have a lot things waiting for me to do.
PMR , is coming.
Everyone begin to study study study.
Me? Still scare to face this exam.
I really scare the exam result ..
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Today , Jaycee and Chew yee want come to my house .
But had something was happened.
Then we canceled it...
So sad.
Anyways, next time we can plan again.
Jaycee don't be upset I will be the who are love you and share with you.
And I hope that you know my best friend is ONLY you~
Even others are trying to grab me from you but my heart still at you there.
Can't escape. T.T
Our story start from we were five years old.
When begin we so close and so cute.
When grow up.
We start to argue because some small matter.
So funny.
After we are form 2.
We are study in a same class.
Our status relationship become more good and closer even we can at Sunway Lagoon together ..
You know that I no need to explain too obvious.
Then now we still so good!

So pissed off !

What the Heck lol...
I really angry about it..
It was too over .
I really feel like slap you 1000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000
But i cant do it!
So pissed off now..
You're sucks !
Hate to see you one more second!
I really can't stand anymore.
Want explode ady.
Hate it!
But who care my feelings?
Even you also never think that I'll get hurt and sad.
I know , cause i'm not important for you.
Whatever...just take it as a experience next time i wont do it again.
HUH!

What you want ?

What things that you really want?
I did what also wrong..
You never said me that i'm right ~
Fine ..
Listened the song let myself forget it.
Really felt so bored already.
I need some distance.

Remember !

I will remember what you did to me!
Huh...
You're blind!
Don't think that it can forget it!
I won't forget and I will remember it.
Now you're not who for me!
Now I'm still young .
I can't do anything.
But I will leave here.
Huh...
Bye !

Boring !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Boring~
God kill me ar.....
too boring ady ar....
die la...

Hey!

Hey !
I put public it again....
So sorry oh!

We're getting closer .

We're getting closer than before!
After this our relationship more good and stable!
The bitch can't take away you from me!
I like you so much dear!
You're the most good thing for me in the world !
My family member are like you and love you.
I know that , if we really couple , we're so sweet and won't have people will stop us.
Hehe...
So excited !
I love you call me dear .
Cause you're my life of a part!
Hehe...
Now , we're just concentrate in study .
After 18.
I hope we can love each others until the time.
Then we couple together, become a pair of sweet valentine.
Hehe...can't wait until that day coming.
Are you also?
I hope so.

Happy Birthday Dear Jason Tan !

! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR !

Wish you have a good celebrate in today !

Cause I was forget about it.

So sorry!

Anyways , tomorrow I will take the present for you!

Hope you like it!

It is very expensive present !

If you spoil it!

I KILL YOU!

haha...

Last , Happy birthday!

Hehe..M ~

Have a nice day~

I feel very down .

I felt very down now.
My tears keep droping.
Because of you.
Why I so like you?
Just a few months my heart are followed you already?
Everything that you did made me wanna to remember it..
What you like,
What you love,
What you care,
And What you want.
I really fall in love to you already.
Before I love Nic.
But now all is about you.
Today night ,
I felt so hurt .
I felt that you're not like me.
Just only I like you.
I misunderstanding it.
You like her not me.
I felt so disappointed .
When i heard you and her had a contact and like very closer ,
my heart liked had a biggest stone in my heart can't beat again.
So hurt .
Why?
I really don't know.
I thought you're like me but is not.
Why?
I really want to share my life with you,
But you're not want it .
Maybe you're think I'm just a little girl , stupid girl , crazy girl.
I not good for you right?
Yea ....I'M THE MOST WORSE IN THE WHOLE WORLD!
Why ?
Why you eyes are not watching me every times ?
You just like a Cool air.
Always let me felt that you are mystery ,
And the cool air let me felt so lonely.
I try before let you know that I like you.
But abruptly you acted like you're hate me and felt that I'm annoyed you.
I hate this feel, that you thought.
Why you sometimes you so care about me?
Let me feel so good ?
But all is fake!
I hate that you're not honestly .
I hate it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Maybe I'm not good looking to attractive your's eyes to watch me .
So , i decided to give up .
Really scare hurt again.
So Kelly wake up!
Don't fall in love a guy in your life anymore!
It is make you cry so pity!
Be strong!
Don't always hope that he will beside you and help you , care you , like you , want you and need you!
Forget about that .
You need a new life to go all the places to have a good moment !
It is last time , I cried because of you.
After today , you and me are disappears in our own ways.
Back to the reality .

What happened to me?

Why abruptly I became like this?
I hope the time run faster a bit..
Let me forget about it.
Past things always let me miss it.
I really miss when I was a child .
Nothing to think.
..................................................................
Bye bye bye bye bye bye bye bye!

Baby.

Can I become a baby?

Won't grow up and everyday just play cry and sleep.

Can I?

I want wash my mind .

Like computer delete it.

Can I?

I can't pretend anything didn't happened .

No , I can't.

Maybe I should listen you say what is the truth, 

But I think the answer is same .

We're always not the same.

Yeah.

Maybe some one else are better than me more and more and more.

You did a good choice.

Lucky I'm not in the game .

If not i really don't know how I  pretend also...

But you're damn faker.

Before that I don't know anything .

Now I knew.

I won't drop into the hole again.

I believe myself !

We come from the start and now we're walking back to the begin.

We come from the start and now we're walking back to the begin.
Everything just like a dreams.
In a day , My mind was changed .
You And Me .
Back to the past.
Not like before anymore.
Sometimes , I will think about it.
Did I really ...?
Finally I knew the answer.
The answer is ours relationship status just like a good friend.
When you treat me as your baby .
I feel so good.
But when you're angered me .
I feel so scared.
Everything just a misunderstood.
So now we get back to the start.
I found is not just a way.
It has two way.
So we walk back our way.
Don't misunderstanding again.

What you care?

What you care of me?
I know just a normal status relationship.
I don't know.
Maybe everything is the god made it.
More complicated for us .
So leave me alone.
Don't come beside me.
Let us relationship end up.
So thanks everything happiness that you give .
Now my mind more confuse more pressure .
Time gone so fast but I still standing there.
Appreciate every second please.
We're getting older more mature ady.

Boring holidays!!!

This holidays really boring .
I can't stand anymore already...
God save me please...
Hope parents can bring me out from this home...
Haiz...my home printer spoil already...
how to print out my folio?
Crazy man...
Haiz.....sad...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
You two are good for me but which one Is match for me?

You there?

Are you there for me every moment?
Are you there for me when i need you?
Why abruptly you change?
So sad for me .
I'll be wait for you every second .

Happiness

I was so happy today!
Because I hang out with my friends Jaycee , Nicholas , Ker Zhen and John .
First we go and watched movie ...( Alice in wonderland)
If you ask me how was the movie?
Ern.....Okay la...nothing special for me..
Feel very boring .
And the Alice looks like a girl are same school with me . She is form 5 now.
Watched finish . Go to Redbox .
Then walk around .
Go back to Redbox and start our K!
Haha...begin I was wondered about guys will sing or not .
Wow...is so surprise they are don't care anything and sing song !
So high and so happy!
Had a lot of fun there.
1st My hand put inside the food are eating by nicholas.
Haha....i not deliberately one...so sorry...but he still eat it!
Second we sang Lady Gaga song like hell and the MV is so terrible .
3rd Jaycee blocked the view of them are singing the song.
....
So happy!
Sing finish ady ...
Then we go shopping.
Jaycee and I was bought a pair of shoe .
So nice and adorable .
Haha...we're  not enough money and borrow from our banker !
NICHOLAS LIM ENG CHEE!
He so lcly...
cause I ask him to borrow me 2o something .
You knows what he said?
If you want borrow you just can borrow 50 OR 100!
What?
He said easily to remember wor...
What a excuse ...
Nvm...
Then we bought ady...
Then the Nic asked us want buy coffee or not then we said you belanja ar?
...
The abruptly John said he BELANJA us!!!!
I was shock ady...
Then two of us go buy...
After that Nic and John want to go back home ady....
Then we said goodbye to each others ...
After  a few minutes I call my dad come and fetch us back home.
Back home...
Jaycee followed my family to eat dinner...
Then chit chat...
Then she go back...
Then good night!
A day of story is EnD!

Again.

Again and again and again.
How many times you just want to wake up?
I really don't know!
I hope i can be a little baby .
Don't know everything..
But why you let me heard it?
I really rather suicide .
Cause is so hurt to me.
Maybe you didn't feel it.
How could you do that to us?
Am I important in your life?
Or you just make use of me?
A lot of question hide in my heart .
But I can't ask it.
Why?
Can you tell me the truth?
You Non-stop hurt me .
I love you so much .
Do you know?
Hope you know about it!
If I say I LOVE YOU to you ,
Do you feel touch?
I LOVE YOU forever !
I won't hate you .
Cause you're the one who I the most Love.
Take care !

Thanks.

Thanks a lot !
If today you three don't accompany me i think i will die and so boring!
Today i felt so happy because you three are very funny and disgusting.
I really can't eat the food anymore LOL.
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Thanks teacher !
For you gave me a lot of information .
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Thanks My God !

Pain!!!

Today school had a injection for us (class 3E).
When i knew it , I was nothing .
But we all line up and walk to the bilik kesihatan .
My heart was beating so fast....
Then I was the second person go into the room.
First , the nurse check my fingertips then going to die!
I not dare to see the inject how pain and long!
When the nurse take it out ,
OMG!
It was so pain !
I also scream ady...
After that my hand can't even take my shoe also too pain ady...
I throw my shoe to my friend GKZ.
He so bad !
He take away my shoe ....
Maybe he doesn't know what i mean.
Fine, wore my shoe...
Abruptly , Jaycee she felt so suffering and wants to vomited.
I told my class teacher.
Teacher said :" If she felt so uncomfortable call her's mother come and take her back home".
Then I accompany her to office call Jaycee's Mother.
My hand also painful.
Still want to care of her.
See how good Am I ?
Haha...Jaycee must say PUI!
Haha...
Because of her I didn't go to recess also.
Cause really not enough time let me eat anymore.
I decided give up.
Back to the class to take her's school bag .
When we going to the class.
We just know the class was locked!
How we take it out?
Become super woman also can't la...
Break the window ?
Impossible to do that.
Then we met Jason Tan.
Talk talk talk....
When the recess is over .
I saw Desmond and call him to take her bag to the office.
My hand can't take it ady...
Back to the class,
So boring and sleepy....
When it was art period , Me and GKZ ....and a lot of people play ,
Truth Or Dare!
So funny and crazy....
Me and GKZ like enemy keep torture each others !
haha....
After school i standing at the bus stop wait for my Aunt come fetch me back home.
I saw Jason , Andrew and Foo Ken then we said bye ...
Suddenly , Jason came back.
I felt so curious go and asked him.
He said waited for Kenneth wor...
After that , Andrew came also =.=
Andrew talk with Jason and said Don't KAO LUI.
=.="
We talk a while .
My Aunt came ady!
The JASON TAN hit my hand!
OMG !
My hand just don't have pain ady .
Now pain again . !@#$%^&
Yeah!
Finally , Back home!
Wow!
So tired !
Slept a while then go bath..
T.T...
Until now my hand still pain
I want revenge !
Jason Tan you beware!
Huh....
Haha...
End.

Feelings like gonna to die

This few days I felt so unhappy and i feel my life sucks!
Because i did something that i can't forgive myself .
But Who can forgive me?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Today Jaycee told me something!
Oh My God!
Why abruptly will become like this?
What was happened ?
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I really don't know what Could I do for now.
Facing you ,
My eyes will have tears inside there.
But i can't let it drop down.
A lot of things between us.
But you never want it.
So I need to wait?
But I decide to give up.
Cause Too suffering .
Maybe you didn't feel it.
Cause you never care about it.
The left is just have our memories.
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End .

Talk on the phone

Yesterday we talk on the phone ,
Very happy and funny.
Long time we didn't talk , chat and meet.
Haha...you very funny and cute.
You just like my brother.
I like you talk to me.
Haha...
And i hope you can come back to...
If you need help , my hand will always be there for you.
Just see you want or not.
Maybe you will feel I busy body.
But i really treat you as my brother.
And I also hope you will good .
Be happy dear.
End.

Hope

I hope we can be back like last time what relationship status we are.
Today , maybe i have some no manners so sorry about it.
Anyways I just hope you don't misunderstanding me and Jaycee...
Please don't trust that you heard from others..And I really won't did it !
Cause is too impossible !
What I play boy's zip?
OMG!
How the girls can said it to you?
Does she has brain to think?
But you trust it.
I felt so disappointed, because our friendliness can because of some rumor and broken.
I hope the girls can shut up your fuck mouth .
Please do not say anything that you imagine on your dreams when you are hate me.
All is stupid idiot foolish nonsensical and it is absurd !
Said I became E class student like feel myself very standard or high class...
Haha ....
Do you know what is high class what is standard?
Haha....o...you felt i'm a standard and high class people?
So you jealous?
Please don't always thought me like this la...
Very funny la...
I will shy one...
Go F*** la...
If you think you're correct come and see me and stand in front of me say everything that you told Agnes!
Come on...I will be waiting for you everytime even Night!
Why i abruptly waste my time to say about you?
Last,
I hope Agnes can feel it what we really treat you as...

Exam was over!

Yeah....finally can relax now....
Before exam everyday when i slept was very late .
And everyday felt tired and no mood .
Of course no more nervous but now i was worrying my result...
Hope i can get a better result....No more C lol...
Every time the result must CCCCBBBBA Less A
T.T
Why i so stupid ?
I know what i will get this result cause i never really hard working on my study...
I simply study get this result..
If i really hard working ...
Wow...I think must get straight A!
Haha....but i won't .
Cause i lazy...this is the only one reason why i'm so fatty!
I don't want be a loser...
So PMR....i will pay more hard to study .
Hope i can do it!
Say so easy but do it so hard !
Now better than last year , cause last year when examination i just do revision..
Ordinary ,  I play sleep and eat...
So lame...
This is I will study lol...
hahah....
Nothing to say already .
Goodbye my friends!
Muacks!

My dearest Jaycee

Thanks Thanks Thanks!
I feel so happy because of you Jaycee...
You can't imagine how happy and excited for me...
Haha.....
And recently, something was happened .
Make me feel curious and annoying.
What Could I do for now?
Forget about it...
Haiz....I asked my friends ...
He said Is my brain think too much ..
Why Is me think too much ?
Why the truth is not i thought ?
Why will be like this?
Why ? Why ? Why ?
Who can answer me?
After tomorrow examination is over yeah!
But i don't have confident to get A result in my test.
Hope can get a better result in my test.
And hope some people don't laugh me when i get bad result.
Last , Thanks dear Jaycee...
I love You
Muacks!

20 / 2 / 2010 My friends and I went to IOI

Yesterday , I hang out with Ching en , Jason And Kenneth
Is because i sms with Jason we chat la...
Then suddenly he said he came also.
I felt so shock lol....
Can't expected it ...
Then Ching En call me...
 i told her Jason are coming with me watch movie.
she came also.
After that i go bought ticket ...
hahax...
i buy children one...just only need Rm 5 only...
Pro ...
haha...
Wait wait wait.......for them..
they came very late ...
And is so excited cause at the time my phone no battery !
How they contact me le?
Ting!
Har ...got a idea!
Use public phone call ...
I cant remember Jason phone number ,
Kenneth?
I don't have his also..
Then call Ching en ...
Thanks God!
She answered my call.!
Happy!
Then told her go to old wing cinema meet!
then i wait wait wait ....
Finally ....the movie time start are near ady..
OMG!
Why they not yet come le?
My mind was thinking ...are they goto old wing?
Then don't care la..
Eventually!
I saw Jason Tan!
hAHA...He very tall..really very tell...haha...his hair very funny!
Ching en come also...
Then we wait for kenneth.
Then we go bought some soft drinks .
I bought mineral water,
Ching en bought a ice lemon tea,
Jason i don't know what he buy la...
we bought finish ady...
the Kenneth reach ady...
hooray !
then go watched the movie,
We watched the Percy Jackson & lighting...
Very scary and funny .
Watched finish then we separated walk....and said BYE BYE!
Then end.

Fall in to your heart and say I Love You

I want fall in to your heart and say ,
I Love You.
Let you know how much i love you ,
However you love me or not ,
How much you love me ,
I'm still Love you .
J & K

Happy Valentine Day

~HAPPY VALENTINE DAY~

.I LOVE YOU. 

J & K

( Jaycee & Kelly )

Happy Chinese New Year 2010

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR 2010
For My Best Friends And my Dear Family.
Miss my Relative sim yee...
and her's son and daughter!
And yee sister's baby!
haha...Jacky!
Really miss them so much...
but this year i don't go back to my lovely hometown at Ipoh!
Hope in holidays can go back !
Today i help my family claen the house and ...
a lot...until my hand also pain...
T.T
No one else come and care of me...
Cause i'm single mah...
Who will be my boy friends le?
haha....is not the best time for now...
And Happy Valentine For my Friends And my siblings...
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Muacks...!
Miss you ....

Unhappy.

Why i said i not happy is because some one else.
(SECRET)
We're best friends but sometime XXX angry i feel so scare and XXX so serious .
When we talk about ...
XXX will so serious and angry.
What XXX wants i really don't know.
My friends told me XXX l....me..
But i don't know .
Maybe just a joke.
But i also...
XXX i really don't know what i can do...
I hope my brain can be a computer.
what i Want to delete also can.
But hard.
XXX come to my life ,
just like a fate .
So now i just want forget about it...
hope i can do it.
Sorry everything i did for you.
YOu just like a angel in my life .
Thank you very much.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Jason Tan wish you have a happy trip o.

Trouble Is A Friend~Lenka

Trouble he will find you no matter where you go, oh oh
No matter if you're fast, no matter if you're slow , oh oh
The eye of the storm or the cry in the mourn , oh oh
You're fine for a while but you start to lose control

He's there in the dark , he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings , he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friends , yeah trouble is a friend of mine , oh oh

Trouble is a friend but trouble is a foe , oh oh
And no matter what i feel him he always seems to grow , oh oh
He sees what i see and he knows what i know , oh oh
So don't forget as you ease on down the road

He's there in the dark , he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings , he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friends , yeah trouble is a friend of mine , oh oh

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win , but I'm sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friends , yeah trouble is a friend of mine , oh oh!

Oh I hate the way he makes me feel
And how I try to make him leave , I try
Oh Oh ,I try

He's there in the dark . he's there in my heart
He waits in the wings , he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friends , yeah trouble is a friends of mine , oh oh

So don't be alarmed if he takes you by the arm
I won't let him win , But I'm sucker for his charm
Trouble is a friends , yeah trouble is a friend of mine , oh oh!
Ooo , Oh ooo , ooo ahh

Sunway pyramid skated with my friends

Today morning i go fetch Ching En went to Pyramid.
Then go to Popular bought two bottle same one and bought some novels.
reach there we shopping bought a T-shirt for my friend cause his birthday is coming already.
i scare i don't have chance hang out in this few month .
So i buy it first.
The T-shirt very nice but very expensive T.T.
Bought finish .
Wang Xing sent message to Ching En .
Then went to Mc Donald met them.
Knew a new guy name call Chee Hong.
After that Ching En wants to buy some foods to eat.
Then went to MC Donald bought a burger and...
Then straight away go to Skate lol....
haha....felt so happy.
then bought ticket...
RM18 per person.
We got bring the glove so no need to buy .
HEHEX...
Then go Skate lol....take shoes...
Go in lol....
Begin felt so nervous and scare cause long time don't have skate ady.
then held Ching En hands...
She very evil.
said don't held me hands very hard to skate...
Finally i skate by myself ...
haha...then i don't have scare ady..
skate good abit.
then saw LIM BIN AND WANG XING AND CHEE HONG.
CHING EN talked with them..
i busy body go to talked also..haha..
Ching en called them come in to skated .
They said needed to waited for their girls friends.
then i gone already.
After that , they came ady.
play together and makes them fall down so bad le...
haha....
I fall down one time only..
hehe...lucky..
Ching en twice time haha...
very happy.
skated until 4 something then get out from there.
We separated already...Me and En went to bought a box for the present .
then bought already.
Go watched movie ...AVATAR 3D ONE.
RM 18 per person also.
OMG!
watched the movie until i vomited.
i not because the movie not nice is the spec let me felt very fainted and wanted to vomited.
very suffered to watched it.
Watched finish went to ate Pobia .
Very delicious .
Just only RM3 for a roll.
haha...i love it!
Then called my dad to fetched Ching en back home.
Reached home decorated the present then kept it properly.
Go bath.
Then online lol...
that's all on 06/02/2010 schedule.
THE END~

Crazy teacher.

Today i was argue with my sivik teacher .
She scold me cause i didn't pass up her homework.
Actually i pass up ady is the monitor fault .
Then i also tell her my reason .
SHE SAID INI BUKAN MASALAH SAYA.
WTH...
I got pass up okay !
the teacher very angry and scold us..
haha ...like a elephant.
i didn't did wrong she scold me!really crazy....
Crazy woman!
huh...
Fatty is a best design for her!

The Left.

Before have three girls are so happy.

but now one is gone.

just left

KELLY WONG KAI LEE & JAYCEE GOH CHING EN.

CURRY CHICKEN.

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Our memory .

Hope wont lost you from my life again.

I need you accompany me to walk me way.

When i sad happy hurt crazy.

Ialso need you.

Friend..

can we together be a bitchy friends?

I LOVE YOU.

CURRY CHICKEN ANUS~CCA

CURRY CHICKEN ANUS'S

.MEMORY.

I really appreciate our friendliness ,

but i don't who is he/her are say us become friends with you is because...

i really didn't think about it.

I really use my heart to make a friendship with you.

Maybe we three are not match each others.

Anyways , i just want to tell you .

I really don't have lie to you ,

even every second.

I will remember our memory.

Forgive and Forget

Is you teach me how to forgive and forget .

I will remember it....

and when you all feel so trouble ,

you can try to think this two words .

will help you all o...

Over it ~

Just let everything over it...

i felt so tired argue with you.

And i also don't know why you said that.

Good bye my dear friends~

My cousin sweet wedding~

MT COUSIN SWEET WEDDING!

HOPE YOU TWO CAN

ba tao dou lou .

I LOVE YOU.

ILOVEYOU.

170^3Y0( )

If I know

If I know everything ,

I will happy or not ?

If I know more about you ,

I will get hurt or not?

If I know appreciate ,

I will regret or not?

If I know you were gone ,

I will forget you or not ?

If everything disappears ,

I will more happy or not ?

But i know , I begin to hate you more

Miss A !

School Life

School life feel very bored and tired.

Now Form three more worst.

Everyday want to do homework and do revision a lot

If not My PMR result must die one.

I really hope my mind just think about Study.

but hard to do it.

Haiz..... need to kill my self already.

STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ha ha....now i don't want any one else already.

Cause felt betrayer before already.

OK now concentrate lol....

Maybe long time i wont post achieve in this few months .

So gonna say bye bye!

Muacks!

When you're gone

I always needed time on my own

I never thought I'd needed you there when i cry

And the days feel like years when i'm alone

And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much i need you right now?

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

When you're gone

The words i need to hear to always get me through

The day and make it okay

I miss you

I've never felt this way before

Everything that I do reminds me of you

And the clothes that you left , they lie on the floor

And they smell just like you , I love the things that you do

When you walk away I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much i need you right now?

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone

The words I need to hear to always get me through

The day and make it okay

I miss you

We were made for each other

Out here forever

I know we were , yeah

And all I ever wanted was for you to know

Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul

I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

When you're gone

The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you're gone

The face I came to know is missing too

And when you're gone

All the words I need to hear will always get me through

The day and make it okay

I miss you.

Eyes

Our eyes are looking each others ,
But we're ....
When recess ...
When goes back to class...
Tuition...
My eyes cant stop watching you,
But i will control myself~
Everything must wait until after PMR.
So just cncentrate!!!
Haha...
Just waiting for you friend!

Good News!

Haha...i'm back to my lovely class~
3E , haha...feel so excited !
My dear Agnes , Ching En and Christine are back!
But i not really like my subjects teacher at all.
But nvm , important is they can let me get A in PMR !
This two days , i felt very happy is because
First , i can meet my friends .
Second , is I hav a new hair style.
Last , haha...secret . guess yourself ...
Now need concentrate on my study .
PMR are coming now!
So after PMR!
I can do anythings what i wants to do!
Haha...happy!
Muacks!

School Reopened!

School are going to be like last year and interesting.
Today went to school earlier feel so nice!
I cut my hair and maked it curly ady.
Reached school my friends almost cant identify me.
Feel so funny.
And then i found my friends sat together and chat.
Christine lee also curl her hair ady...
so match with me!
haha...
The Next is gone to be bad!
Cause This year i study on 3F!
Omg!
Last year in my class get position twenty more goto A class!
WTH!
How could be like this?O.o
Not fair...
Agnes are lucky goes to A class
Ching en worse than me...H class!
How could be like this!!!!!!
Three of us all separate!
T.T
My friends!
And Christine goes to C class .
So good luck!
Just me and en are bad luck lolc...
My class teacher is a Indian Man name is Rama(Rama-rama->Butterfly)
Haha so funny!
Is Moon Yee told me just now at tuition.
I same class with her ,Gynette, Kah wei,Shing Yee and my grandfather CCwk
Feel better abit.
At least hav some closer friends with me .
Then My class teacher choose Monitor and bla bla bla...
And a girl choose my to become monitor but i doesn't want .
Cause monitor vry tire lolx...
Then i let the Malay girl.
Turn to assistance and still hav a boy name Mohanesh.
Teacher asked:''Do you think who can be the assistance ?''
I said myself.
The boy copy me !
said the same things with me!==''
Then teacher said lets students voted it.
Very funny.
Almost the class raise up their hand and the boy just only hav one.
I cant stand anymore i laughed it...
look like very bad.
but really too funny ady!
Then i become the assistance .
Gynette them become the decorate multimedia box .
Then the teacher lets us to early recess.
Found Agnes !
But i cant found her ?
Then gone to see my brother what class he study.
Haha....my brother 1J Agnes's brother is 1k.
Then bought some food to ate.
but too many people are there.
Go to the tapak perhimpunan there.
sat down .
Listened what the teacher talk talk talk...
Wasting my time lol...
Then back home..
Felt very tired is because last night i sleep at 0235 hours .
So tired!
Sleep .
Woke up to tuition .
And back home.
End !

A New Year 2010

The last day 2009 , i celebrated with my friends En , Alex ,Kent and Jia hoong.

We bbq and we just bought hot dog and ham only...

We chat play and watched TV show.

Around 1130, Ching en come to my house and play laptop.

Then we two go bought some ingredients.

We two walked to Giant .

Cause just near by my house.

Back home, prepared all those things we need to bbq one.

Ching en didn't do anything lolx....

just some only

Only me prepared it.

And then i call Alex and Kent them come to my house .

Two person very bored.

Then chat chat...

Plat cards.

Haha ...Kent and I is partner .

We won many times!

So pro le.

And then watched movie.

Then they wanted to back home ady.

I fetch them back.

Reached home , sleep.

Haha......Begin a new year I wants to study hard and get good result in my PMR.

So i'll forget about all those things are not happy memories .

Happy New Year!